Neo Dorm - Nct 2020

68

„Hyung, I really don't know what to say to that now...", Lucas answers, feeling extremely bad right now.

„Hm?", Jungwoo asks back, still in his bright mood and happily.

„I really don't know what it looks like from my side, I'm just confused. I don't wanna say that I love you but at the same time I wouldn't say I don't love you... I don't know I don't get it myself."

Lucas just feels bad and guilty, he doesn't want to hurt Jungwoo in any way, but at the same time doesn't want to lie to either his Hyung or himself. And Jungwoo can read that from his face all too well.

„Lucas, there's no need to apologize or feel bad for you. The whole thing happened not that long ago and you didn't have any suspicion. I knew it because I almost was about to kiss you way too many times so I know about that for quite a while now. It's normal for you to be confused now. It's fine. All I ask you to do is to give yourself time, think about everything and don't make yourself do anything you feel uncomfortable with just for me. And if there's anything I can do for you, ask me.", he calms the younger one down, going through his hair softly.

„Alright?", Jungwoo asks him, lifting his chin so that he can look into Lucas eyes who nods.

„Because that's all I ask for from you."

„Hyung...", Lucas suddenly starts again, just as Jungwoo wanted to get off of his lap, which he had been sitting on the whole time, and got up a bit.

„Yes?"

„Can we... try it?"

„Try what?"

„Like I said before. My mind is going crazy, imagining what might had happened and making me curious."

„And what exactly do you want to try out of all those imaginings?"

„What you just did but in longer. And what Chenle and Renjun said."

„You mean the kissing and making out?"

„Yes..."

Even Jungwoo gulps by just thinking about it, getting nervous for a second and his heart skipping a beat, before he answers.

„Sure, why not."

He sits back down on Lucas lap, gets closer towards him, trying to hide his nervousness, just like Lucas who's heart is going crazy right now as well.

Jungwoo starts off shyly and a bit clumsy, pecking Lucas lips once and then, after every time opening his eyes again as well as the taller one, both looking into each other's eyes to make sure the other's okay with it and doesn't feel uncomfortable.

Slowly they both gain more confidence, starting to keep their lips together longer, start to move them. Jungwoo's hands wander around Lucas neck, he's starting to relax more, just concentrating on the other and the feeling of pure joy running through his whole body every time their lips meet or move against each other.

Lucas also wraps his hands around Jungwoo's waist, lightly at first but he soon pulls the older closer to him through it.

The first hesitant and slow kiss starts to turn heated and way more confident, gets more intense as both their breathing turns heavier, sound from the kissing start to echo through the room, sending shivers through both their bodies, making them feel warm but also just happier than ever.