LUST OR LOVE : S2 [김태형] ✓

16 | D E C I S I O N

Taehyung take out a sigh as he sat inside the cabin, watching the view of the busy street from him window. He mind clouded with the things happen today. He made his decision now there is no turning point. He has to do this for the sake of himself, for sake of his business more over for the sake of the person who ready to do anything just to make him happy.

He never knew that somone could do something like this just for the man like him, does he deserve all this? This question comes inside his head everything. From last 10 years the person who is with him after his father is only her. The person he lean on his bad days, use her to ease his pain.

The pain he feel after losing Aera, the person who love him. He dont have any idea about her feelings but after his conversation with yoongi, he comes to know about her feeling, the feeling she always hide from everyone. The feeling he should know but now it's late, the guilt killing him even more.

The guilt he can't let go even if she say so. The reason of her messed up life is him, all the time the danger behind her, to protect him, she didn't care about her own life. Just to fulfil his father promise she can cross any line and she proofed it today.

His mind filled with the thought of her, some time he want to let her go, he want her to live her own normal life, but at the same time he can't let her go, he don't want her to leave him, he can't imagine her with any other man.

As he was her first, she was his too, they both intimate with eachother first time, there might be no emotion between them but still that experience he can never forget and it was the main reason he become addicted with her. Her presence enough for him to ease his pain. He don't know what was that feeling till now.

But now, she deserve better, but the things is he don't deserve her because he only bring the pain in her life, nothing else. From the first day till now she is suffering because of him, she was suffering because he make her suffer, he was the reason of her pain.

Now he has to find a way to make her happy, now he had to made his mind whether he is ready or not, now he has to take a decision, the decision which should be made years ago. Now he has to take step whether forward or backward but Now it's a  only chance for him, the chance he has all these days but he don't care about this.

Finding himself drowning in darkness again, the darkness surround him. He has to do this for everything and now he is ready, ready to do this. His eyes saden whenthe flashback of him with her crossed his mind, he remember the 15 year old girl. He remember when he saw her, an orphan and the reason is him, His stupidity, his ways and his love.

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Taehyung walk inside the meeting room along with Yoongi beside him, Everyone stood up and he bowed towards everyone. Namjoon smirk when he saw his brother. Taehyung walk towards his seat and Yoongi stood towards the projector and connect his laptop.

"We are here to ask you questions?" One of the jury member said. Mr. Joe sitting against the Taehyung with a smirk. "I am here to answer you," Taehyung reply the man focused on the younger.

"You all are my father trustworthy, favourite and loyal man, and that's a reason why I had to call you all this urgently," Taehyung said and everyone nodded there head.

"We have traitor in between us, who was a big threat for this business, he was using all his power to bring down Kim Enterprise and our Underworld business," Taehyung said, His eyes focused on Namjoon whose eyes darken.

"My wife, Mrs. Kim Aera is under arrest by the police two days ago," He said and everyone glaps, everyone start chatting and looking at each other. "The evidence against her leak by someone between us," He said and Jury look towards the Taehyung.