She's Our Girl

I don't know what to think anymore

It is currently 1:50am, I'm supposed to be getting up at 9, but I can't sleep so here's a new chapter.
SJ hadn't been herself since fingers passed but I guess that was to be suspected, yes shield were dead so they were no longer a threat- but it was odd when talking to Jacob she'd felt the closest she'd felt to her dad in a long time.
     Georgie & SJ had been called in for a de-brief. SJ was dreading it, she always hated this bit, she had to do it when her dad died too.
   Georgie gave SJ's hand a squeeze.
"Right Corporal Lane, Miss Harte, if we could begin?" They both nodded at the mans question. He started questioning them tediously. And it started to effect SJ something inside her started to etch away until her eyes brimmed with tears. She scraped her chair back "Miss Harte?" The man questioned
"I'm not doing this anymore, I'm done" and with that she bolted, through the offices, across campus, past the barracks, passed the canteen until she reached the bus stop she needed to go home. Not to max & graces, not to Georgie's but her dads.
          She got the bus to the station and went to London, she ignored her phone it was buzzing constantly. It was getting dark as she was walking down from the tube station, where her father had lived. Until she came to the front door, she knocked.
Why the fuck did I knock it's not like he's going to answer?
A man came to the door "can I help you?" She gaped she didn't know what to do "I-I'm sorry I shouldn't- I should go" she started to back away "your Miss Harte aren't you? Your Sapphire-Jade." She nodded. "Come in love come in for a brew" the old gentleman smiled at her warmly. They sat and had the brew "I'm really sorry to intrude but I was wondering could I look at my old room- just once more" she asked the old man smiled and nodded.
       She stepped in to her old room and memories came flooding back her eyes glazed. "By the sounds of it Miss he was very proud of you" SJ smiled at the mans statement, "thank you, thank you so much but I should be getting back." And with that she started heading to the station again.
          As she got on her train back to Manchester and Unknown number rang her, she answered.
Unknown:
Sapphire-Jade what the hell do you think your playing at your mother is worried sick!
SJ:
Uncle Charlie?
Uncle Charlie
SJ where are you- why can I hear a train? Are you on a train!
SJ:
I.... I went to see the house
Uncle Charlie:
You went to Elvis's? But why
SJ:
Because I need to, I needed him
Uncle Charlie:
Why didn't you talk to your mum?why didn't you talk to me? Tell us how it was effecting you?
SJ:
Because neither you or mum is dad
Uncle Charlie:
We all lost someone SJ
SJ:
But it's like as soon as I trust someone as soon as I'm close to then they...they get hurt.
And I don't want you or mum to be next ...... no you can't be next.
Uncle Charlie:
SJ don't you hang up on m-

        The line went dead, SJ got back to her mums at 9:30 pm. Flash came bouncing over to her when she entered the door, she was met with Georgie's tear stained face "SJ where the hell have you been! You know what I don't care! Come here!" And with that Georgie pulled her daughter into a hug. "Charlie told me about the phone call, you know I'm not next right darling."
"I don't know what to believe anymore"