Chapter 18

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A/n: I am so sorry I haven't updated in a while, school has been stressful.. I kinda don't even remember what's going on in my own book .. but anyways I'm back I hope y'all like this chapter!
This chapter is dedicated to my friend avni❤️

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It was a nice evening and the air was beginning to get colder. I was walking outside and enjoying the day. School was going well. I was doing well in all the classes. Snape was going easy on Draco and I since he knew everything. Honestly I was still worried about what Hermione said. Could Draco really cheat? No of course he wouldn't; or would he. The vanishing cabinet was coming together. It is so complicated and it makes me want to just break it. But I can't. The death eater mark was killing me inside. My parents are going to be so mad. I was also scared Hermione would see it, I couldn't be able to face her.

The sky began to get darker. I loved the night time. I miss looking up at the stars from the astronomy tower. Now Draco and I spent most our nights in the room of requirements.

I walk back inside to the common room. I slowly walked in to the common room. My eyes stopped on something as I looked around the dark room. There I saw Pansy on top of Draco. "Pansy.. please," Draco whispered. "Please what draci?" She asked as she moved closer. "Get..-" I cut him off. "Did know you were here draci," I said sarcastically. My voice cracked. I locked my eyes into his and stormed off to our dorm. I could hear his foot steps following behind me. I walked in the dorm, feeling so many emotions.
"Y/n please here me out!" Draco said as he closed the door behind him. I picked up the first thing I saw; a pillow. I grabbed the pillow and started to hit him aggressively with the pillow. "Why...why..was she.. on you!!" I yelled as I continue to hit him. "She got on me!" I stopped hitting him. I was so mad. "Why didn't you push her off then!?" I yelled. "I was about to before you came in!" He snapped back. "So this is my fault!" Say back aggressively. "No that's not what I meant y/n." His voice was now calm. I could hear my heart beating and the blood flowing through my body.

I threw the pillow as hard as I could right at his face. I turned around and sat down on my bed. crawling under the covers, I covered my head with the blanket so I couldn't see him. If I looked into his eyes I knew I would forgive him. I could hear foot steps. He was walking around the room. I wanted to see what he was doing but I didn't want him to see me.

I felt him walk closer and closer. I thought he was just walking to his bed, instead I felt someone sit on the edge of my bed. "Come on y/n please forgive me." A part of me wanted to just give him a hug and forgive him. But I couldn't I was upset with him. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I tried to ignore him. I knew I was failing. I couldn't ignore him forever. "Y/n you need to hear me out," he said as he tried to pull the covers off my head. "I don't have to hear anything!" I say back. I tried my best to hold the covers down; but he was stronger then me. Soon enough he lifted the covers off my head making my eyes meet his.

I stood up straight making my head lean on the back board. He sat right beside me trying to get my attention. "I promise it was nothing please believe me," he begged. I would have forgave him instantly, but after what Hermione told me I was paranoid. "Do you not trust me?" He asked firmly. "I do trust you," I replied. "I swear I was about to push her off." I felt a hot tear stream down my cheek. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't hold them in. "Oh don't cry," he said as he wiped the tear off my cheek. He put his cold hands around my arm and made my body lean into his chest.

I finally gave him and Barried my face in his chest. Tears streamed down my face. "I thought you were going to cheat on me," I whisper. "I would NEVER cheat on you, y/n I love you."

"Iloveyoutoo," I mumbled. I don't think I spoke clearly.

I gently removed my face from his chest. His shirt was wet from my tears. He put his hands on my face and gave me a small kiss. I blushed. The only reason I was so mad and sad was because I thought I was going to lose him. Because I thought I wasn't good enough. I didn't want him to know that's how I felt. "Can I go slap Pansy?" I asked with a small giggle as he wiped the tears from my face. He smirked at me. "That's my girl," he said. I smiled at him and softly punched his arm.

"You know you're pretty good at pillow fighting; not as good as me of course but you are pretty good," he said as he moved a strand of hair away from my face.
"I would love to test that theory out. I am definitely better," I say with a smirk.

He got up and we both grabbed a pillow. "You are going down malfoy!" I yell. "We will see about that." I create a firm grip on my pillow and run towards him. I began to hit him with the pillow and he hits me back. We laughed and run around the room chasing each other with a pillow. I hadn't seen him this happy in such a long time.

He hit me a bit hard and I pretended the fall and get hurt. I fell back on the ground and acted like I hurt my leg. "Ow my leg!" I say as I clench on to it. He drops his pillow and picks me up bridal style and places me on the bed. "Are you okay? I didn't mean to hit you that hard-" I removed my 'sad hurt face' and begin to laugh.

He looks at me and rolls his eyes and gets on top of me. I stop laughing and look at him worried. He begins to tickle me, and I laughed like there is no tomorrow.

After what seemed like hours he finally stopped tickling me and crawled beside me. He kissed me and I seamed to forget what had happened earlier. Not sure if that was a good thing or not. I rested my head on his chest and slowly closed my eyes. I felt him gently playing with my hair. "Goodnight," I mumbled under my breath. "I love you y/n" I heard him say before I fell asleep.

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