Chapter 2

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John POV

Me and Alex are watching a movie, it's like 11:30pm but who cares. The movie finishes and Alex gets off my lap, "I'm gonna go have a shower then go to bed" He says and I nod in acknowledgement.

I pull out my phone and scroll though tikok for a couple of minutes. Soon my phone rings and it's from 'Unknown'.

"Hello?" I ask as I answer, I hear a small sob from the other line.

"J-John? Did I wake you up?" I hear a familiar voice say.

"Eliza? What the fuck do you want?" I ask impatiently.

"I-I want to apologise, I-I'm so sorry for what I put you and Alex though, I-" She sobs but I cut her off.

"I don't care how many times you apologise, what reason could you possibly have to justify what you did!" I practically yell.

"I'm sick." She says quietly.

"W-What?" I ask shocked.

"I went to the hospital and they said I have some sort of sickness that they're not sure if they can cure. They also said I've had it for a while now. It apparently can affect peoples emotions and actions so they can't control it but it also affects the lungs. I'm so sorry" (Idk if there's actually something like this but oh well)

"Liza....are you serious?" I ask choking back tears. I mean she's a bitch but if she's telling the truth then I'm a horrible person for getting mad at her.

"Yeah..... They're keeping me here for awhile but they don't think I'll live past 26 so about 4 years...." She mumbles.

"I'm so sorry! I- I don't know what to say, have you told Peggy and Angelica yet?" I ask.

"No, I wanted you to be the first one to know because I hurt you and Alex the most. Again I'm so sorry." She says, I can hear her start to cry again.

"No, it's not you're fault, I'm so sorry!" I reply.

"Thank you. I-I'm sorry I have to go, but could you please tell Alex for me? But not anyone else I would rather tell them myself" She says.

"Yeah of course, tell me if anything happens and we'll come visit you soon" I say and we hang up.

Alex walks out of our room with wet hair and only in boxers. Damn he really gotta look hot af right now. 'Babe whats wrong?! Why are you crying?!" He asks running over to me.

"E-Eliza..." I choke out.

"What happened? What'd she do? I swear if she hurt you I'm gonna-" He starts but I cut him off.

"No, Sh-she's sick. Like really badly. She was diagnosed with some thing where she has no control over her emotions or actions at random points in the day and sometimes it lasts awhile, It also affects her lungs a-and the doctors d-don't know how to treat it. T-they say she had less than 4 years to-" I explain but then break down crying.

I look at Alex who just stands there shocked, "S-so She had no idea w-what she was doing?" He asks and I nod. "A-are they sure can't treat it?" He asks and I nod again.

He sits on the couch next to me and we both sit there for a while in silence. "John" He says after awhile, I look up at him his hair's till wet and there are tear stains down his cheeks. "We need to support her, We can't just sit he and be sad. I think we should do something to distract ourselves tonight then tomorrow go see how she's doing," He says standing up. I nod and stand up as well.

"Yeah, only problem is I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight." I say and he smiles. I know he's dying inside and only trying to make me happy but it's still nice to see him smile.

"I had something in mind" He says and grabs my hand and leads me to our room.

He closes the door and pushes me on the bed and almost jumps on top of me. He leans in and kisses me passionately, He slips his tongue into my moth making me moan a little. He quickly pulls off my shirt, very quickly and moves his hands down to my jeans and slips one hand in my pocket and the other fiddling with the belt loops.

"Alexxxxxxxx" I moan as he kisses down my chest. He quickly unzips my jeans and takes them off then Kissing my lips again, I run my hands through his hair. He again quickly moves down my chest and kisses my waist line, right before he goes any further I stop him, finally figuring out why he's going so much faster than usual.

"Alex- s-stop for a minute- please" I say between moans. I can tell he notes the seriousness in my voice.

"What's wrong?" He asks, confused.

"You're going faster than normal and I just think-" I start but he cut's me off.

"What wrong with that? Don't you wanna fuck me anymore?" He asks almost hurt.

"No I do, I-I just think you're trying to suppressing you're emotions about Eliza." I say and he sits up

"Oh I'm sorry I'm not in the mood to think about one of my best friends, who we've ignored and neglected for several months, dying!" He spits.

"I know and neither do I but you can't just use me as a distraction I'm not an Object you can just use whenever you want! I heard her on the phone I was the one who had to hear her apologise again and again and I heard her breaking down over the phone so don't think his isn't affecting me too!" I shout back.

"I-I know you're not an object.... I just can't loose anyone else" He mumbles, looking down.

"I know. Come here" I say softly and pull him into my lap. I slowly stroke his hair as he leans against my chest. Before I know it he's asleep. I lay him down next to me and cover him in a blanket. I lay down next to him and eventually get to sleep.

A/N Alright really didn't know if I wanted to Fix things with Eliza but I guess I did so I hope this chapter was alright and 1.1k reads one the collage years fanfic! Thank you so much!

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