What comes next? -Sequel to college years-lams fanfic

Chapter 11

John POV

I don't know where to go. I can't go to Peggy and Maria's or Eliza and Angelica's or Laf and Herc and I definitely can't go back home. I left my phone and wallet at home so I only have some change in my pockets.

Why the hell did I run out. I'm 36 and I'm acting like a 2 year old. I have a kid! Am I really that much like my father? I mean I yell at him and I just fucking ran away. Great well now I'm all alone and I don't know where to go.

I continue walking down the street and find myself in sketchy street. I bump into someone. "S-Sorry" I say.

"No problem at all John" They say. I look at them and my heart starts racing. Why now. Why here.

"C-Charles." I stutter.

"It's been way to long." He says with a smirk.

"Not long enough" I spit back.

"You look lost, want me to take you home?" He asks.

"I would rather stab out my eyes with tooth picks." I say starting to walk away.

"Hey! Don't walk away from me." He grabs my wrist, spins me back around to face him and kisses me.

"Get the fuck off me!" I yell which is useless because there's no one else in the street.

He kisses me again and pushes me back against a building wall so I can't escape. I knee him as hard as I can in the nuts and run away when he bends over in pain. "Fuck you John Don't think I won't find you!" He yells but I keep running.

Philip POV

I'm an idiot. What have I done?! Me and Pa have looked everywhere, we called, Peggy, Maria, Angelica, Eliza, Lafayette, Hercules, even Burr and Madison! I Why did I say that? Why was I so mad, I shouldn't have been. I should have asked him if he was okay but noooooo I had to go tell him he was just like his dad.

Pa parks the car in the garage but doesn't get out. "I'm sorry." I mumble.

"It's ok, he'll come back. Why don't you go inside and I'll be there in a minute." He say, I nod and do as he says.

I walk into my room and collapse on the bed. I pick up my phone and call George. "Hey," He answers.

"Hey," I reply.

"Are you ok? It sounds like you've been crying." He asks.

"I got in a fight with dad and long story short I said he was just as mad as his dad and now he's missing." I explain.

"Omg! Have you called everyone? Have you told the police?" He asks panicked.

"Yeah we've called everyone but we haven't told the police yet, Pa says he'll come back soon and he just needs some time to think." I respond.

Alex POV

Philip gets out of the car and I let out a deep breathe. I don't know where he could have gone. I would think he would go to Peggy or Lafayette cuz they're his best friends but no. We checked everywhere, Washington's place, the collage, his work, the place we got married, is siblings house's.

I don't even know how I'm feeling. I'm not mad at Philip, I'm mad at his dad I guess. I'm mainly just upset. Last time he ran way it didn't end well and I don't wanna do that again. I eventually get out of the car and walk into the house. I walk into our room and put on one of his hoodies.

I lie on the bed for I don't know how long until Philip knocks on the door. "Hey pip are you ok?" I ask softly, He shakes his head and looks down. I get up and we walk over to the couch. I sit down next to him and put my arm around him.

"Do you really think he'll come back?" He asks looking at me with tears welling in his eyes. I smile weakly and nod.

"Yeah I do, He loves you so much Philip and if he doesn't come back for us he'll at least come for Kork," I say which makes him smile a little. "You know why he ran away right?" I ask.

"Because I said he was just like his dad." He says and I shake my head.

"No. He ran away because he doesn't want to hurt or disappoint you. Before you were born he would always talk about how he didn't wanna be like his dad. Then you were born and you looked just like him, You still do. The moment he say you he fell in love. He just needs some time to think, he loves you so much and you didn't do anything wrong." I say and he starts to cry,

"B-but you're not him you can't be sure that's why," He sniffs.

"I've known him for years, he's told me everything. I know he would never hate you and he would never permanently leave" I say. We sit for awhile in silence until I hear someone opening the door. I get up but then John run's in and into our room, closing the door behind him.

"Stay here." I say to Philip and he nods. I get up and walk into our room. "John?" I ask softly. I find him in the corner of the room curled up in a ball shaking. It's been a couple of hour's so it's now like 9pm so it's freezing outside.

I grab a blanket and wrap it around him. "John...." I say and he looks up at me then back down and I see a few tear drops fall onto the carpet. "Tell me what happened" I say tilting his head up.

"I-I'm so sorry!" He cries, "I-I cheated on you." my heart drops.

"You W-What?" I ask in shock.

"I-I was walking down a sketchy street and I bumped into Charles lee and he kissed me, I managed to get away after a couple of minutes. I'm so sorry!" He sobs into the blanket. I relax a little.

"John you didn't cheat on me. That was not you're fault. Unless you actually wanted to then it was not you're fault. We both already know he's a horrible person. Can you tell me why you left?" I ask carefully.

"Philip's right. I'm just like my father,"

"John that's not true! Philip said that while he was mad. You are the kindest and most amazing dad and Philip is so lucky, So am I. I didn't marry you're dad I married you. Because you are the most incredible person I've ever met. You're nothing like you're dad." I say reassuringly.

"B-but-"

"No buts. You are nothing like him! Don't put yourself down because of him, he's done enough to you already don't let him break up yours and Philip relationship." I say and he nods.

"T-Thank you. I love you so much." He say, I whip his face with my sleeve. "That's mine." He smiles.

"Yes it is, we got married that means we share everything." I say which makes him laugh a little. "Come on, you should talk to Philp."