What comes next? -Sequel to college years-lams fanfic

Chapter 29

A/N lol I said this was gonna be the last chapter but I don't think it will be.

Alex POV

*One week later*

John still hasn't been eating very much, if not at all. The doctor said he should be able to eat a little without throwing up by now but nope. "You haven't eaten in a week, do you wanna go back to the doctor?" I ask and he shakes his head.

"No, I'm just not hungry right now. I'll eat later" He says looking down.

"John you shou-" He cuts me off.

"-I'm fine! I don't wanna eat and you don't need to take care off me so just piss off!" He snaps.

"John please calm down" I ask.

"No! You've been treating me like a baby ever since I got back! You keep telling me to eat but the only thing that's gonna do is make me even more fat and I don't need your help with everything I do so just go find a new Job that used to be the only thing you cared about!" He yells.

"I'm sorry but your hurt and even if you say you don't you do need help with somethings! You also need to eat and you're not fat I don't care if Charles said you were, everything he ever said was bullshit and you know it!" I shout back.

"You don't get to tell what I do and don't need help with! If I can live through 2 years and 4 months of a abusive relationship I'm pretty sure I can move around my own fucking house without dying!"

"I know you can but that doesn't mean you should! All I'm trying to do is make sure you don't get anymore hurt." I say trying to calm down a bit.

"Well your not, your just making me feel like a fucking 2 year old so stop trying to help!" He yells and storms into the bedroom.

"John" I say following him.

"OMG can you just leave me alone for like 5 minutes!" He exclaims.

"You don't need to get mad I just wanna make sure you're ok" I say sitting on the bed.

"I'm fine. I just don't get the big deal I'm not hungry" He sighs sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I know you think you're fine and I mean this in the best way possible but your not. You need to eat, please." I beg.

"But I don't wanna get anymore fat then I already am" He mumbles I move over to him.

"John, look at me. You're not fat. You don't need to change your body at all, you're perfect but you do need to eat." I say softly, he looks up at me and looks like he's about to cry.

"But Charles said-"

"-I don't care what Charles said. He's wrong, you're beautiful, I married you I would know" He smiles a little.

"I'm sorry. I'm just afraid he's right." He says still not making eye contact.

"About what? You being fat? because even if it was true, which it's not, I would still love you" I say.

"About you, me, Philip, Peggy, Laf, Angelica, Herc, everyone. You made a drunk mistake one day and ever since you've been to scared to break up with me. I should have just jumped when I was 16. We're not even Philips Real Parents. Peggy just wanted a way into the group. Laf accidentally ran into me when he came to America and didn't wanna be friends. Angelica only hangs around because of Peggy. Herc only hangs around because of Laf. I'm afraid he's right about it all that one day your gonna have the courage to leave me, My brother will realise it was a mistake to save me, Philip will realise he doesn't know who his dad is, Peggy will realise she doesn't need me to be part of the group, Laf will realise He doesn't need me as his American friend anymore, Angelica will realise the same as Peggy, Herc will realise he only put up with me because of Laf. You're all gonna leave and I'll be left alone." He explains.