Pathway to Success (Chasing Series #1)

Chapter 05

"Letseng Sam to ah punyemas" I found myself got irritated by that. "Just stay calm Ash it's okay Im just gonna text Sam." I said in my mind tila kinakalma ang aking sarili sa hindi malamang dahilan.

Ashley: Hey do you give my fucking information to that Callix?

Samantha: maybe :3

She is probably having an evil smile right now if I could see her. That damn girl! Pag nagkita tayo masa sabunutan kita!

Ashley: Okay hmp

Samantha: Hahahahaha

Ashley: youu bitchhh napaka huhu

This girl ugh bat ako naiinis huh? k fine.

This week was very smooth although nakaka-stress because that professor was so terrible and horrifying. Akala mo kung sino, nakakatakot. Tambak pa ang gawain sa iba't ibang subjects.

I just made a plate and so I could pass it in the other day. It was so tiring, it made me busy this whole week.

Finally it's Thursday and I should take a rest later when I'm home. I set up my schedule for the next day. I'm a clingy person. I could forget all those things when I'm not gonna write it or put a reminder on my phone.

Ginabi na ako ng uwi because nag kayakagan ang friends ko. I mean yung friends ko sa Bs architecture our section some of them were my friends though like Dwyane, Hannah, Joy and more of them they were my blockmates. But mostly sila yung close friend ko.

Si Dwyane is mag bestfriend 'yung dad namin kaya gano'n nakakasama ko siya palagi kapag may events or family gatherings. Hannah and Joy hindi ko alam naging close na lang kami. Their personalities are kinda friendly and nakakalighten ng mood.

Were eating at steak 101 near Ust.

"Ashley"

Napalingon ako ng bigla akong tawagin ni Dwyane. "Ano sa'yo?" tanong niya sa'kin habang nakangiti. "Cheesy Cauliflower saka soft drinks na rin" sabi ko sa kanya, noon pa man simula noong nagkakilala kami nito he's being sweet.

"Ah, sige I'll pay for it na 'rin."

Hindi ko ba alam kung may gusto 'to sa'kin or because of the closeness we had. Or just because of the closeness of our families we had?

After that I got stuck in traffic, I just connected my phone to the car to have some soft playlist. I just end up always crying. I don't know if I'm a dramatic person. There's something in my chest that feels pain.

I'm that person that always to lean on no matter how the situation is. I will be there for my friends, family, even all the persons that mean so much to me. They are my family.

I'm always there for them when they have problems & breakdowns. I make them comfortable even if the world is so unfair to me. I'm so scared that they will judge me mostly when I'm having family problems and they did text me but I always said 'I am okay'.  Because I don't want to add my problems to them. 

I like keeping it kasi nakakadagdag lang lalo ito sa kanila. They have their own problems and then I have mine. I feel like I'm a burden. I'm that one call away person I love them so much I don't know what is the true meaning of love I know what love is for friends and family but I never knew what is  love for someone what they called 'true love'.

All I felt was pain right now.

Habang nasa kahabaan ng traffic I slowly closed my eyes habang tumatama sa aking balat ang lamig mula sa aircon.