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Chapter 8
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Without opening my eyes I know something feels different, smells different from my bed. It's then I realize that I'm not laying on my bed. My bed doesn't breathe. My bed isn't made of soft flesh that smells like vanilla and spice. No, I'm with a woman. I'm laying on a woman.
Not just any woman but Aubrey
As I think of how we ended up here, the circumstances that led up to this moment, first a frown forms on my face as I remember Lindsey and her pursuit of me, the hurtful comments she made about Aubrey. Then there's that blood pumping, electrifying kiss that changed everything last night. I went over to Aubrey for a kiss to prove Lindsey wrong but I didn't realize how that kiss would feel on my lips or the way it charged my body and hit deep inside me something that I thought was dead. Landing us right here and a slow easy smirk comes to my lips as every kiss, every touch plays in my head.
Slowly, my brain decides to work and the images of last night come to life in my head. I'm surprised I'm alive after all that we did to each other. The woman destroyed me, over and over again into early hours of morning when we finally wore ourselves out and fell asleep. This would explain why my cheek is pillowed against her gorgeous soft breast and my head is rising and falling with her easy slow breath.
She's a work of art. That little nimble body, firm, flexible and soft with just the right combination of strength and pliance. As a choice for a lover, I made an amazing one. For enthusiasm and passion, I don't think I could have picked better. This is an experience of a lifetime with a woman so willing to give, that even when she's on the receiving end, she's still giving to me.
She's special. This is nothing like I thought it would be. I imagined quite a bit about the things I could do to her but all that pale in comparison to the reality of what I got. Aubrey has such an amazing soul, she puts so much of herself into each moment of our time, I'm surprised there's anything left in her. She deserves so much better than me. That's why I can't commit to her or anyone else. There's just not enough good inside me to give to anyone.
Whatever happens between us, I will make sure we stay friends. I'll make sure that whatever good that's left in me goes to Aubrey. I'll try my best to keep my worst from touching her. I will keep that side of my world out of hers. I don't want to hurt her. I don't want to disenchant her. Love and romance are fragile things that I don't have inside me. I want to keep her in my life when she decides to walk away.
Turning my head carefully since my skin is stuck a bit to hers, I kiss her warm skin until my mouth finds her breast and slowly teases her with my tongue. Her body shifts under mine on a soft sigh and good God I'm ready to take her again. This is the way to start the day. Sliding up her body, still warm and soft from sleep, my hand slips between us teasing her enough to open her and be ready for me to sink into her warmth.
Christ, she's already wet
My eyes close as I rest my forehead to her shoulder and stroke long and slow. Rubbing sinuously and watch her lips part as she arches opening up fully for me to take her over. I've never seen anything more erotic than seeing her rise to the cusp and fall by my hand.
Teasing her folds, I watch her face as she wakes. Those luscious plump lips part as she releases a breath. Then as I sink into her, those soft warm walls clamp around me. I hold back the urge to plunge deep waiting for her to open her eyes. Her inhale is sharp as I move in deeper and those big brown eyes open wide. Deep dark depths stare into mine as I press further into her walls. Sinking deeper, my hips move slowly with hers. Rubbing against the other, sensuous, sinuous, luxuriously we indulge in each other and this moment.
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