When The Devil Noticed Her

Chapter 35

Mia's POV

"Congratulations Kai." I told him in a distance. Today was his graduation but I cannot even congratulate him in person, too many people were inside the venue, I can't even move an inch from my location. His too popular with all the flowers and gifts he received from his family, friends, and fans and me as a girlfriend only had a mere hanky that I personally embroidered his name. It's too simple and too dull, I'm ashamed of my gift.

I am just a commoner, his near yet his too far from me. This kind of thoughts again. It's not leaving me!

His too busy entertaining the school's Board of Trustees, well I cannot blame them, he graduated as Suma Cum Laude even if his too busy handling his father's business. His a real tycoon in the world of business.

I left the venue without even showing myself to him. It's useless to push myself in there, I might ruin his day and his family were there, I don't know if they knew already that I am his girlfriend. It was already three months since I said Yes to him yet I still feel those uneasiness and pessimistic view. I don't know what is it with me but I hope I can overcome this feelings.

I went to my dorm after that time, I need to settle things before going back home. I am so down and I don't know why, maybe because I felt I am not the right girl for him. His too far from me, too far.

I pack my things inside my luggage and texted my bff's that I will be leaving first because I have to do things for my internship. Yes, I was accepted at Mr. Mossinis Construction company, it's my dream to be in there and even if my internship will start 2 months from now, I wanted to start different outlines and designs earlier than that. I decided to focus my vacation on making designs and if possible spend time with Kai, but I think he will be very busy after his graduation. It will be difficult for us to even see each other. He said that he will be attending outside the country conferences as a process of his succession, I hope he will be fine.

I grabbed a taxi and put my luggage at the compartment and settle myself inside the cab. It will be faster to leave this place if I go home with this transportation. I didn't bother to text him that I left, his too busy, he didn't even text me today.

The time passed by so fast and I am already in my room lurking on my own bed.

The house was gloomy and sad. Mom has many thoughts in mind lately, I already asked her what it is that bothers her but she didn't gave me answer.

I am lonely. I have a boyfriend but I felt empty.

For almost three months of being in a relationship with him I felt happy but not really that happy. I discovered many things about him. He has this kind of possessive personality. I like it at first but it became so annoying lately. He even get jealous with my friends. His too bossy and is controlling me in many ways. He wants everything in his control and its suffocating me to the core. I hate it but I endured it because I love him.

What is happening to me? I am pointing out his bad sides!

Stop this Mia, it will not help you!

I stood up from my bed, wear a coat and went outside to have a walk. I need fresh air to refresh my mind and my heart. It's already dark outside and the wind that blows gives me chills in every part of my body.

I sat in an empty park, our place was not that huge and only few people live in here. If the clock strikes at 8 in the evening, people were already going back to their houses and the streets became empty. I like the calmness in this empty park, it's giving me enough time to organize my thoughts and do some heart to heart clearing.