heartless.

𝕥𝕖𝕟

𝘦𝘶𝘯𝘳𝘪

I took a bath with lavender soaks. It's been a while since I had one.

aaahh, this is so relaxing...

I played scenes in my head where Junghwan would secretly hold hands with me, his smile went from ear to ear.

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH //(/°/~/°/)//

After bathing, I grabbed my lotion and applied it on myself. It's got a mild vanilla scent. I wore a Sunday dress that I would rarely uses because I want to wear it on a romantic event. This is not romantic but Junghwan is there so I still need to dress up. Even if I'm going to a goon's house.

I applied natural makeup on my face, then I tied my hair up. I only wore a fancy watch because they might say I'm trying too hard when I wear other jewelries. I placed the cologne in my handbag, the one Nari gave me on my birthday. It has a vanilla scent, too.

"Eomma, I'll go now."
"Okay, honey. Stay safe, don't get raped." she warned.
"Uhhh, thanks." I giggled.

Haruto gave us the adress to his house and to MY FUCCIN SURPRISE.

Haruto was waiting for me outside.

"U-uhh." I got uneasy. He's the first one who saw me with this dress, what the fucc. This is supposed to be for Junghwan.

"Y-You look like..." Haruto looked away, "you're trying too hard."

"What?! Are you serious?" I felt my heart sink. If he thinks like that, what about Junghwan? Will it be worse?

"Just follow me."
"Hey, I don't even trust you."
"Even if you think I am, I'm not the type of guy that would take advantage of women." he started walking away.

I just stood there and thought, did his attitude change?

"Hey, I told you to follow me." Haruto looked at me and I felt my heart thump. He didn't sound demanding. He sounded....soft.

"R-Right."

I skipped to him and we walked together, side by side. We finally arrived at his house.

"Eh? That was fast." I looked at the time.
"We're neighbors, idiot."

n a n i

"Wha- what. A-are you...what?"
"We just had a 4-minute walk, dum dum."
"A-ah..." I looked around. It is our neighborhood.
"THE HELL?! I DON'T WANT TO WALK HOME WITH YOU."
"Did I say we'll walk home together?"
"That can happen!"
"Well, I don't want it to happen." Haruto bluntly said.

"Unless you want me to."

"EW, NO."

"Alright, c'mon. Let's go inside."

We went inside his house. It felt homey but there were no people inside.

"My family wanted to hang out because I told them that I'd be watching a concert with friends."

"Ahh. I gotchu."

We removed our shoes and he gave me slip-ons to wear.

"Thank you."

Haruto just nodded and he went straight to the kitchen. I saw a big, couch and sat on it. I suddenly remembered about Junghwan. When is he arriving?

I stood up and checked all the pictures hung up on the wall. I also saw that they had their own appliances corners. (i made it up idk, something about storage with their own appliances).  I read from bottom to top.

Mama

Papa

Sissy

Bro

Watanabe

My eyes widened. I've heard that before. Watanabe...

I had the urge to open Haruto's drawer to see if I have something to blackmail him. I moved a little closer to the corner but I didn't realize that there was a spilled water on the floor. I was already touching the handle of Haruto's drawer when I slid and the drawer opened. I fell and dirt fell on my dress.

Haruto arrived calmly, like everything was going the way he wanted it to be.

"Aww, look at you. Let me help you."

He reached out his hand to me. I can see a bright halo around his head as he smile at me.
"I have something for you, little girl. So please stand up." he said softly.
I wiped off the dirt on my dress and took his hand. There's just something about him that I can't help but respond to. He's like a magnet. He took me to his dark room and closed the door behind him.
"Haruto, what do you wa-"
I stopped mid-sentence when he turned on the lights.
"Thank you."
Then he went out of the room, leaving me with a dirty area to clean.

"What the fu-" I opened the door and yelled. "YAH, HARUTO. THIS IS YOUR ROOM."

"Just do it. I didn't have time last night. I was busy thinking of how to set up things." he didn't even look at me.

ugh im too tired to fight him back.

I went in and arranged a few things, also his bed. ew, he doesn't do his bed early in the morning?

As I was arranging, Haruto came in and he made me turn to him by grabbing my shoulder and moving me. He lookef at my forehead. He touched the back of my head.

"Yah, what are you doing." I asked him out of annoyance.
"Checking if you had a serious injury when you fell."

thump

"I-I'm okay." I blushed and looked away.
"Really?"
"Does your attitude change so fast?"
"Stop, I'm being serious. I'm worried."

thump thump

"R-Really. I-I'm fine." I said.
"Okay then." he pulled away and went to the door. We heard a ring.

"Coming!" Haruto ran to the door.
"Heyy!" Junghwan finally showed up. "Are we ready?"
"Yeah, Eunri's here too." Haruto pointed at me.

Junghwan's eyes widened and I saw him blush.
"H-Hi, Eunri."
"Junghwan." I smiled.
"ALRIGHT! Let's start the concert." Haruto jumped. He's hype, I don't know why. He has attitude and mood swings. Weird.

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While we were watching the concert, I looked at the room lights having a pink color while the main light is off. It's so cute. The bag of chips were beside me and Junghwan. Haruto was sitting on the couch behind us. I got so entertained with Blackpink's concert. We could be seen on the enormous screen at the back of the performance along with the other fans who got entry to this concert.

While I was craving for chips, I saw Junghwan's hand beside the bag. I blushed at the thought of holding it. It took me a while to recover from the thought, resulting in Junghwan turning to me.

"E-Errm. I'm just going to get some chips." I said. I looked down while grabbing some, but Junghwan took my hand before I could even get a piece. He held it softly. I slowly looked up and our eyes met. He smiled and I blushed so hard I bet he can see it even if it's dark. I gulped and Junghwan was about to bring me closer to him when HARUTO...

"EHEM, WHERE'S THE BAG OF CHIPS?" He went near us while shoutins SO DAMN HARD.

"You're making me deaf, dumbass."

"I just want chips, woman." he took some and went back to his position. I saw Junghwan a little disappointed, but he chuckled afterwards.

at least he held my hand, just like the scene i played a while ago.

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PRETTY LONG CHAPTER HUH

i mean i got 1.2k words, longer than the usual lol

just don want to have a part 2 lol

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