Part 30 (bonus chapter)

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TW: Panic attack I'll put # where it starts 

Hel

Where am I? Why is this room dark? Why can't I get up?

It's like I'm tied down onto a bed I keep on tugging but to no prevail, the sound of footsteps brought me out of my struggle I look up, and there he is my mate standing in all his glory.

"Lucifer" I cry out my wrists burning from the invisible rope, why can't he hear me? I saw Lucifer's mother flying down from the heavens I scream thrash cry, but no one hears me.

I see their lips moving but no sound comes out, a figure appears behind them it's the angel "LUCIFER" I scream out as the angel rushes towards them.

Blood is all I see; one second Lucifer is in the arms of his mother the next he is on the floor blood spewing out of him and his mother then it's all dark... 

(#)A gasp left my lips as I woke up tears immediately blurred my vision as the dream I had played across my mind, a shaky breath left me as I stood up and rushed towards the bathroom it felt like the walls were closing in on me I couldn't breathe no matter how hard I tried, I closed my eyes willing myself to breath but my lungs wouldn't listen, I shut my eyes tighter and winced as Lucifer's face popped into my head the blood it was everywhere why couldn't I have gotten to him sooner its all my fault, I fell to the floor my back against the wall as I tried to control my breathing but every time I shut my eyes all I saw was the lifeless body of mate and that made me panic, even more, my breaths becoming shorter as tears rushed down my face my heart pounded against my chest I was sure it would leap out any moment now.

Angel

I was alone today Adira was training her pack and Catherine was asleep, it had been a few weeks since Hel was back from the war, we knew that Lucifer was dead the moment we saw her lifeless eyes. We have been trying for weeks to get her out of the room, but she would just stare us down till one of us left but today I would get her out.

I was close to Hel's room when I heard crying and I broke into the room intending to comfort my sister, but she wasn't on her bed. I heard someone struggling to breathe and I went into the bathroom and saw Hel with her back to the wall her breaths were coming out short she was having a panic attack I dropped to the floor and grabbed her hand and made her look me in the eyes "Hel listen to my voice and copy my breathing pattern" I breathed in and out and watched Hel do the same until she calmed herself I didn't ask any questions I just held her in my arms letting her cry into my shoulder as she drifted back to sleep.



A/N So I've never written or experienced a panic attack so I apologize if I offended anyone.


Also, I'm stuck on what to write either I write a sequel for this book or let Adira and Angel have their own book suggestions would be very helpful.  

On another note, this will be the last chapter I write without double-checking my work when I start writing the next book and when I edit this one I will take one to two days writing a chapter then I'll edit the day after hope this is cool for everyone.  Have a good day/night everyone (: 

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