[COMPLETED] But...I love him

Chapter 23

It was 9am the next morning. I leaned against the kitchen counter with a coffee one hand and my head rested in the other. The previous night I had slept peacefully. There was no nightmares. Only forgotten dreams while I soaked in the comfort of Seonghwa's arms. Although his words still rung in my mind. "I'm falling more in love with her everyday."

In love? With me? butterflies fluttered in my stomach every time I recalled those words. Even though he was wasted and had no clue what he was saying, he didn't even know who he was talking to, I still chose to believe me was being truthful.

Suddenly I hear a shrill voice call "Yeosoon!"

I put down my coffee and rushed to where the noise was coming from. I entered my room. Both Yeosang and Seonghwa still in bed yet Hwa was asleep while Yeosang was groaning loudly. "Yeosoon." he called again.

I sat on the end of my brothers bed. "What's wrong?"

He looked at me with doe eyes. "My head is pounding. Can you make me some coffee."

Rolling my eyes, I grabbed his arms and pulled him so he was sitting up. He groaned and resisted yet I remained dominant. "You decided to drink so you can face the consequences." I nagged. "And you should be ready before noon. You have to come to JYP with me."

Finally he threw his head back and held the pillow over his face. "Why can't you take Seonghwa with you?" He moaned, his voice was muffled.

I took the pillow off him, grabbed his ankles and struggled to pull him out of the bed. "Me and Hwa can't be seen together. And the whole of Korea knows you're my twin, it makes more sense for you to come with me."

As his bottom hit the floor he whimpered and pretended to cry. "You should be taking care of your brother while he's in this state." He complained. He kicked the pillow causing it to land on Seonghwa's face, waking him up.

I wacked Yeosang on the head "You're literally older by 17 minutes. Start getting ready, the manager will be here at 11."

I stepped over Yeosang as I walked over to an awoken Seonghwa. I sat beside him and stroked the loose hairs away from his face. His cheeks were puffy and his eyes were half open. "How are you feeling?" I asked. "Would you like some coffee?"

Yeosang scoffed and threw the cover over my head. "Seriously, you would do it for him but not me?" He nagged before leaving the room in a hungover strop.

After getting the blanket off my head, I focused my attention back on Hwa who still hadn't gathered his surroundings. He rubbed his eyes and pouted his lips. His first words were "How did you sleep?"

He lifted his arms, inviting me into a hug. As I leaned my head on his chest I replied "Perfect. Thank you for reminding me last night."

He rang his hand through my hair. "Of course. Although I don't remember much about last night."

I chuckled to myself. "Don't worry. You did nothing stupid. Unless you calling me Yeosang was a twin joke."

I lifted my head to face him. His face was slowly tuning red. I placed my hands on his cheeks and pecked his lips. "Pancakes for breakfast?" I asked.

Seonghwa nodded quickly and ruffled my hair as I left him. As I entered the kitchen I was immediately hit with chaos. San was raiding the cabinets, Yeosang was spilling coffee everywhere, Mingi was trying to pick burnt toast out of the toaster meanwhile I stood idle. I watched as they struggled to do simple tasks while hungover. I wanted to laugh but at the same time I couldn't help but be concerned. "Where is Hongjoong?" I asked.

No one answered me. It was as if I wasn't there, causing me to storm into Joong's room. He was lying in bed with the quilt over his head. I pulled the cover off him. "Do you realise your children are making a huge mess in the kitchen?" I asked.