[COMPLETED] But...I love him

Part 24

As we walked up to the reception we were greeted by a familiar face, the man who scouted me. He bowed and me and my brother mirrored him. "I think it's time I formally introduce myself." He held out his hand. "I'm Noh Seokmin. I will be your tour guide for today." I shook his hand a gave him a king smile. He then handed me a lanyard. "That's your ID badge. You will need that to get into the building." I nodded. "Follow me."

I eyed my brother who gave me a reassuring nod. He patted me head and wrapped his arm around my shoulder, guiding me to follow Mr Noh. "Text me when you need picking up." He called as I walked off.

Mr Noh was expectedly welcoming. He showed me around the trainee block and answered all my questions. Overall the tour lasted about half an hour since there were a lot of restrictions on where trainees could enter. Finally, as we stood in front of the practice room my hear started jumping rope. Once the doors open we were greeted will a half full room. as I entered I bowed and sat where I was instructed. I took my seat next to three unknown girls and Naeyon opposite, us sat two staff members, Mr Noh and JYP himself.

I almost jumped when he started to speak. "Nice to finally see you all. I'm here to announce you as the debut team."

The sudden announcement shock us all. We all started talking amongst ourselves, confused by the unexpected news. After it had sunk in I contained myself from jumping with joy I'm really going to debut. JYP continued to talk "We were hoping to debut a new girl group this year and you are he final line up. I know this is sudden as some of you have just joined us but we believe that if you all work together you will become the next best idols. Now will you all introduce yourselves individually please.

The girl furthest from me stood up first she bowed and introduced herself as Minsong who was 18. Then Kami aged 19, on from there was Sooyoung aged 19 and lastly Naeyon. After I introduced myself, JYP stoop up with a piece of paper and approached us. "I have your positions ready." He announced. "Minsong will be lead vocalist, sub rapper and composer. Kami, main rapper. Sooyoung lead rapper, lead dancer. Naeyon, main vocal and lastly Yeosoon..." He trailed of as he looked at me. He crossed his arms and rubbed his chin. My heart stopped from his gaze. "It's ironic that you will be a visual just like your brother." He stated, smiling "And of course the main dancer."

My body finally untensed. I was going to be the main dancer? None of it felt real. Once the elders left all 5 of us sat in a circle on the floor. "We should get to know each other more." Sooyoung said.

The first suggestion was to order take out. As we waited for the food to arrive we had played games, danced together and sang together. As expected we all got on as if we had known each other for years. "So when are you moving into the dorms?" Kami asked. the question caught me off guard. It was troubling to imagine not living with the boys, especially Seonghwa since it was the only time we got to spend together. But I also knew that if I was going to debut I would have to live with my members. I knew I couldn't stay with Ateez forever.

Luckily the food arrived at that moment. Naeyon rose and sat up the food in front of us. As we ate I received another question that I was dreading "Are you really Kang Yeosang's twin sister?" Sooyoung asked. I gently put down my chopsticks "That's right, you're also the girl in those scandals with Seonghwa." Minsoong added.

"Um... yes Yeosang is my brother and it was me in the article." I explain "but none of it was true." I quickly added.

They all looked at me in awe that soon came packed with a bunch of questioned. I limited my answers as it wasn't my place to spill the beans on my brother and his members.

Once I got handed the keys to my new home my heart ached. Is this going to affect my relationship? I asked myself. I tried to push the thought away but it kept nagging me. I got into the back of the car, being greeted by my brother. "How did it go?" He asked, a huge smile planted on his lips.

"I made the debut team..." I explained everything. He hugged me right and congratulated me.

"My baby sister is going to be an idol." He said.

I nudged him. "I'm not your baby sister."

We laughed and joked until we reached the dorm. Everyone except Seonghwa was gathered on the couch watching a movie. Once they noticed us, we joined them. "Where's Hwa?" I asked.

"He should be back soon, he's at the company." Hongjoong replied.

I nodded and re-focused on the film. The sun slowly went to bed when Seonghwa finally walked through the door. He trudged into the living room. His eyes on me. I rose up after seeing his gloomy expression. "What's wrong, baby?" I asked him.

"Can I talk to you in private please." He asked me, his tone low,

Confused by what was happening with him, I followed him into out bedroom and I sat down on the bed while he sat next to me. He held my hands and refused to look at me. "What's on your mind?" I asked.

He creased his eyes before he looked up at me, taking a deep breath. "Yeosoon, I'm breaking up with you." He uttered.