[COMPLETED] But...I love him

Chapter 6

Once again I woke up feeling exhausted. This time it was Jongho who came to wake me up, He sang the wake up song until I sat up. He practically pulled me out of bed and took me to where the members sat eating breakfast together. Jongho and I sat together opposite Yeosang and Mingi. "Did you sleep well, Yeosoon?" Hongjoong asked me.

"Perfect, I also loved being woken up by such a charming voice." I said sarcastically, glaring at Jongho. He only smiled brightly back at me causing me to mirror his expression.

"I would have expected you to struggle to get to sleep." Wooyoung stated. "Especially after what happened between us last night."

His words caused both Yeosang and Seonghwa to choke on the air. "What happened?" My brother asked, his eyes wide open. Wooyoung just smiled and continued eating. Yeosang then looked at me, waiting for an answer.

I just rolled my eyes "Nothing, He's just saying that to piss you off." I gave Wooyoung a warning glare along with a kick in the leg and he just gave me a thumbs up.

...

The rest of that day went past slower than I could bare, I didn't understand how they dealt with the same repetitive routine day after day. As a result of my boredom, I decided to explore the building with no sense of direction. I walked through the trainee's block and noticed two boys in the practice room. They both looked really young but I was envious of the way they dance. The older boy was practicing his rap while the other revised the choreography. I had noticed that the Trainee area was empty, they seemed like the only people in the block.

As I continued to wonder I became senseless, I drifted mindlessly through the corridors. Unaware of my surroundings, I ended up being stopped by a larger figure's chest. I slowly looked up at the face of my disturbance, I came in eye contact with a tall handsome man who wore a formal suit and wore a professional structure. I immediately, bowed and apologised for my actions.

"I'm sorry sir, I wasn't looking where I was going"

He remained stationary yet he looked at me with such curiosity. I felt uncomfortable.

"What's is your name, miss." He asked, His voice was deep and husky.

"Yeosoon, sir" I replied.

Suddenly, he reached his hand into his pocket. My heart began to beat faster and my breath became heavier. But to my surprise, he pulled out a small white card and handed it to me. I was confused.

My breath got caught in my throat as I read the company's name that was printed onto the card. "JYP!?" I said, maybe a bit too loudly. I fixed my gaze on the man who gave me the card.

"I would like you to come for an audition to become an international idol. Would you like to?" The stranger said.

I didn't know what to say, words refused to leave my lips. I felt like I was the main character in a drama. After many failed attempts I spoke "Yes! I would love to."

"Auditions begin the 13th of next month." He said.

On that note the stranger gave me a small bow and left me alone to gather my thoughts. Was this real? Maybe the boys are playing some kind joke on me. Those were the thoughts that continually filled my mind. After pulling myself together, I slipped the card into my joggers pocket and made my way back the way I came.

...

Me and Yeosang sat in our room watching a film together on my laptop. We always used to have nights like that when we were kids. I would crawl into his bed with a bag of popcorn and we would binge a drama together. It always made me feel at home when we did that. I still hadn't told him about the offer I got earlier that day, I didn't know why I was so nervous to tell him. In my head I had always imagined us to be under the same agency so we could always be together but I wanted to audition so badly.

Eventually I mustered up the courage, but as if on que he said " I'm sorry."

I lifted my head from his shoulder and faced him. "Sorry for what?"

"Everything. I hadn't seen you dance since mother forced you to quit." he said. "I felt so sorry for you yesterday. After everything you have been through especially that year, the last thing I want is you to be unhappy."

'That year' He was being serious. He hadn't mentioned it before. I was so selfish in only thinking of what I want that I didn't even know how guilty he must have felt, I was clueless.

"That's why I'm going to talk to my manager about getting you an audition at KQ, so you can train with the other trainees and hopefully debut one day." He said.

Regret flooded me. How was I supposed to tell him about being scouted now? I couldn't let him go through all that trouble for me.

"I was already scouted." I blurted out.

He looked at me in shock. "You did? By who?" He asked with a smile on his face.

"JYP."

He hugged me tight with his big, warm arms. "I'm so happy for you, I knew someone would notice your talent."

"But I didn't do anything, he just gave me a card." I explained. Yeosang released me and held my shoulders.

"What?" He asked. "He just looked at you and gave you a card?" I nodded. Suddenly, he burst out in laughter. I hadn't a clue what he was laughing at.

"What's so funny?" Seonghwa said as he entered the room. I just shrugged my shoulders.

Yeosang grabbed my cheeks and started acting cute. "My little sister got scouted because she's pretty." Laughter filled the room once again.

"You got scouted?" Seonghwa asked, smiling. I nodded.

I nudged my brother who was still giggling. "What's so funny about them noticing my looks?" I crossed my arms.

"Nothing, it's just funny." He stated. I knocked him on the head.

Yeosang announced the news to the rest of the members and Mingi had the idea that me should celebrate with soju. The night was thrilling. We drank, played games, watched films and had laughs together. I was expecting my brother to become awkward about the possibility of me debuting but to my surprise he was happier than I was. He was actually proud of me.