[COMPLETED] But...I love him

Part 26

Yeosang took a seat next to me and rubbed my back. "Did you tell her that it wasn't your choice?" He asked.

I shook my head. "I would rather her hate me than make her wait." I replied. "She deserves so much more than this."

We all sat in silence, the only sound to be heard were my quiet sobs. We decided to sit and eat dinner together to try and calm the mood. As I sipped my soup, flashbacks of our moments together flooded through my mind. I squinted my eyes shut, trying to wash away the guilt but I only felt worse. "Has anyone heard from Yunho? It's been hours." Jongho asked.

"I tried calling him but he left his phone here." Mingi replied.

Everyone slowly started to become worried after time passed by, and rightfully so. Yeosang's phone suddenly rang but the Caller ID was a random number. He answered the call "hello? Who is this?" ... "yes this is Kang Yeosang speaking."...his face dropped. He ended the call immediately and jumped out of his seat. As he ran to get his shoes on he announced "Yeosoon is in the hospital! She's been in a car accident!"

Panic rose. All 7 of us rushed out the door and stopped the first taxi that we spotted. Me, Yeosang and Wooyoung got in the first car and Mingi, Joong, Jongho and San got in a different one. Yeosang practically screamed the Hospital address at the taxi driver and he instantly started driving. This is all my fault. I thought. If only I hadn't left her she wouldn't have had to leave the building. Teardrops didn't hesitate to escape my eyes and I began to feel fearful.

We ran to the reception desk. "Kang Yeosoon?" I asked "is she here?"

If the receptionist was typing any slower I was afraid she would stop. A sigh of relief escaped our mouths as she announced "she's currently in the theatre on the second floor."

No one had time to thank the staff as we all sprinted to the second floor, not caring for oxygen. As we ran down the hallway we spotted Yunho pacing outside a set of double doors that held the sign 'theatre' we ran up to our brother "what happened?" our orotund voices merged.

Yunho had tears running down his face. "I kept calling her name but she just kept running." He explained. "She didn't see the car coming..." he fell into Yeosang's arms "I'm so sorry. I could have stopped her."

We waited hours in that same hallway. Each one of us becoming impatient my the second. Wooyoung had fallen asleep on my lap due to the exhaustion of worry. I couldn't help but blame myself, and when Yunho took the blame I felt guilty. We all explained to him that he couldn't have helped no matter what. He wasn't the reason it happened. No one dared to speak, our thoughts and worries were the only thing accompanying us.

"Kang Yeosang?" The doctors words gained him our attention and making Wooyoung jump out of his skin.

Yeosang stood up immediately "Is she okay?"

"The surgery went well, she should wake up in the next 48 hours." The doctor explained.

"Can we see her?" I asked.

The doctor nodded. "Follow me."

We all did as he said. He lead us into a private room, Yeosoon laid peacefully on the bed. Everyone surrounded her. It killed me to see her in such a fragile state. "I'm so sorry Yeosoon." I apologised.

I felt Yeosang's hand on my back "don't blame yourself, Hyung."

We lost track of time as we stayed in the hospital room. It wasn't until the nurse entered the room and announced that visiting hours were over. We hesitated to leave but had no choice. Just before I left, I planted a light kiss on Yeosoon forehead.

Yeosoon's POV

After storming out of the dorm, I allowed tears to drip down my face, forming puddles on the floor. "Yeosoon! Yeosoon, where are you going?" Yunho called from behind.

I didn't want to speak to him. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I just wanted to remain alone to accept the situation. What did I do wrong? Is it my fault? Why did he leave me? I couldn't answer those questions that I was asking myself. I was holding in the urge to scream. "Yeosoon! Please slow down." Yunho continued.

Eventually he caught up to me. He grabbed my wrist, stopping me in my tracks. "Let me go Yunho." I said.

"What's wrong? Why are you being like this?" He asked.

I couldn't help but break down in front of him. "He broke up with me!" I said. I pulled myself out of his grip and continued to charge off.

"Yeosoon! Run!" He warned. I turned back to face him. The last thing I saw was the scared expression on his face. His mouth was wide open and he held his arms out in warning. The impact of the car hitting me erased my consciousness.