Torn Between Two (Only SHORT chapters!)

Two weeks, part 1

What?

This Emre wanted what?!?!

Can felt angry, jealous, the first emotion he had felt long enough, 

the second he really didn't like.

"And I'm guessing.......you don't want to?"

His heart broke a little 

by thinking someone was forcing himself on her.

"No, I don't want to sleep-sleep with him!"

While his voice had sounded insecure and angry, 

her voice sounded also angry but scared at the same time.

"Sanem, please, you are the owner of your own body, 

you decide with who and when you want to.......sleep-sleep with!"

They looked at each other, their eyes couldn't let the other one go.

He cleared his throat once,

Can wanted to ask her a lot of questions about this Emre 

but this wasn't the right time or the right place to ask.

"You know, Sanem, this sleep-sleep what you call it......

I call it........making love"

Sanem looked at him with an emotion he couldn't recognize.

"It sounds wonderful, Can"

"It IS wonderful, Sanem"

He added quickly, 

"With the right person and at the right time"

They kept staring in each other eyes,

both afraid to say a word and both afraid to look away.

It hit him hard, the thought of losing her 

the moment she told him her truth.

An idea occured in his mind, 

"Sanem, can we just spend two weeks together 

before you tell me what you want to tell me?"

Can knew he was unreasonable, she wanted to tell him everything,

he knew somehow that when she told him everything

he was going to be upset 

and that was something he had been the whole year.

From his gut he knew Sanem wasn't something evil, 

he felt however that there was something else 

what might not be evil but will feel as evil.

Now feeling absoluty selfish, he wanted to spend time 

with Sanem, to get to know her.

Without thinking what if or feeling guilty towards Nazli

Can had done a lot of thinking the last two days 

and he knew for sure Nazli wanted him to be happy.

She didn't wanted him to be filled with anger and seeking revenge.

Can was curious about Sanem.

She was a mystery and at the same time she felt like home.