Torn Between Two (Only SHORT chapters!)

Don't run away

Sanem had put her arms around his waist, 

her hands rested on his back and she had laid her head on his chest.

Can was surprised for sure and a bit startled maybe, 

this feeling however he had missed also so much, 

to be hugged, to be comforted,......to be touched this way.

Can rested his head on Sanem's and closed his eyes, 

feeling his black heart becoming little by little 

revealing some red again 

with every touch of this magical being, 

soon followed by the same thought again as before.

Betrayel

But then Can thought about his beloved, Nazli.

Would she see it as a betrayel?

She was so open minded, so full of life, knowing her,

would she see him rather suffer 

or would she rather see him feeling somehow happy again?

Oh Nazli, tell me what to do,

my heart was crushed by your death and this little creature here 

is slowly building it back together!

Can was so conflicted inside with all these feelings 

and these thoughts that he hadn't noticed 

that Sanem's hair also was embracing him, 

embracing them.

He became aware when he felt Sanem's breasts 

were pressed against his stomach, her scent had bewitched him, 

her body heat poring into him 

and then there became something else back to life, 

something else he and his body had missed so much. 

Can felt aroused by Sanem and it was starting to show, 

the only thing he could think of to not let her feel

that he was, was to push her away.

So he did, he reluctantly pushed her away, along with her hair 

which followed her immediately, what lead to showing 

more off her naked skin now.

This time Sanem was startled by his sudden move, 

she truly had enjoyed this hug, like these animal human called it, 

along together with that warm feeling 

that was spreading through her body.

She was disappointed and felt hurt when Can pushed her away.

Sanem turned around to let him not see it 

and she was now the one conflicted, 

Osman was right, she had to get away from here.