Torn Between Two (Only SHORT chapters!)

In the heat of the night, part 1

With him hearing her say those words, 

Sanem knocked right the breath out of his lungs

and with that, she had made him speechless.

Can could only stare at her 

while she stood before him wearing nothing but confidence.

As sure as Sanem was of herself, 

he was definitely not so sure about himself!

Not that he was not ready, he was.

Even if Can was the one who wanted to wait, 

to give her time, to let Sanem decide

when she was ready for this, when she was sure.

Which was now apparently!

Although Can wasn't so sure if she knew 

what she was talking about,

what she had actually said just now.

So, stupidly, when his lungs could breath again, 

he asked her to repeat her question.

"Wait, what, .....what did you just say?"

And with that same air of confidence she said it again.

"Can, I want to sleep-sleep with you"

"Sanem, .......are you sure what you are saying?

What you are asking? You do know what this means? 

What I call it?"

The last thing Can wanted to do was to take advantage of her.

Like Emre would do.

Like Emre thought  he could do.

Can scratched nervously his beard, "Sanem, I think........."

Sanem didn't let him finish his sentence, 

"Yes Can, you are right, I may not....."

Unwillingly a sound of disappointment left Can's lips.

".......be using the right words you use,

so I will say it differently,

Can, I want to make love to you, 

I want you  to make love to me " 

While she spoke her words, her eyes were momentarily glowing. 

Can's sound of disappointment turned into a whimper 

when he heard Sanem asking him that question again.

With no hesitation she stepped a step towards him.

Can was surrounded by her confidence, 

her aura and her lovely, natural, wild earth scent.

And with one look into her warm brown eyes,

he knew that Sanem could ask him 

for everything and anything 

and that he would move the earth,