Torn Between Two (Only SHORT chapters!)

Sleep-Sleep

Sanem blinked with her eyes when she heard Can's question.

Ofcourse she knew what sleep meant, 

she also knew what the other meaning of "sleep" was.

Sanem had viewed it one time when Can 

and his beloved went to "sleep".

Although she was fascinated by it, it was also hurtfull to watch.

The man that she loved, loving so intensely another being.

That one time was enough to watch, 

whenever they were going to "sleep"  again, 

Sanem made sure she went far away.

Can was looking at Sanem's face

and after she softly asked "sleep-sleep?"

he quickly gathered his thoughts together

when he recognized her facial expression 

and heard the hesitation in her voice.

So Can rushed to say, after seeing and hearing that,

"Just sleep, I will stroke your beautiful, long hair 

and will sniff a dose from that wonderful natural scent 

floating around you until we fall asleep,

the last two days you weren't here I haven't slept, 

I could really use a good night sleep"

Can looked at her with a pleading look in his eyes.

Sanem smiled at him, feeling a bit relieved 

and feeling a whole lot of other feelings, 

she was caught of guard 

when her breatch got hitched in her throat,

her body was tingling and she was shuddering a little.

His presence alone made her feel all these things 

and seeing the worry and tenderness he showed before

made her feel like she could sleep-sleep with him,

even if it was the first time for her, 

as a human and as a ............

Sanem couldn't lie to herself, she was curious 

about that other meaning of "sleep" 

however it felt not right at this moment,

despite all the amazing feelings Can gave her.

Sanem was torn between the love she felt for him 

and the guilt she felt towards him.

Sleep she could also use, she hasn't slept the last two days either.

After meeting with Osman she had learned 

that her other family members were safe 

and were far enough to not become a victim of Emre's rage.

Osman and she joined the other strong beings 

who were present also the first time, 

to exile Emre from her part of the jungle.