It's not all roses

Chapter 6

Tyson POV

I know I shouldn't be letting my parents dictate my life and this shit needs to stop. It isn't fair to Misty that I am constantly bringing my bad moods home and that she is scared I am going to hurt her. I need to grow the fuck up. This is the second time in as many weeks I have come home like this. I need to stop drinking away my issues. It is only making everything worse.

I listen to Jason's advice and make my way out to speak to my Misty. I know where Laura and Jason are. The noises are enough to make anybody cringe. I enter into the lounge and see Lacy laying over Misty's lap. Ryan is sitting on the floor playing with his toy cars. I clear my throat "Mis, can we talk please?" I ask her. She turns her head towards me and nods. "Lacy, can you watch Ryan for me please?" Misty asks Lacy. Lacy nods her head and rolls onto the floor to play with Ryan. Misty stands and walks towards me.

I take her hand and lead her to the front door. After we had exited the door, she leads me to the bench seat. I sit next to her and hold her hand in mine. I am nervous to start this conversation. I know Misty will be by my side with whatever I tell her but I am still scared that this isn't going to help. "Babe" I start. Misty looks at me to show I have her attention.

"I'm sorry for the way I am lately. My parents are still causing issues for me at work and I am done. I am ready to just give in to what they say and run away. But I can't because I have you and Ryan. It isn't fair to you that I am bringing my shitty moods home" I can feel the tears falling down my cheeks.

Misty lets go of my hands and wipes my tears away. "Tyson, we are meant to be a team. Your issues are mine now. I can't be feeling scared when you come home like this. Ryan picks up on our moods and becomes more of a handful. You need to tell me what is going on and then we can try to work out what is happening" she says. "I love you Tyson, but if this keeps going, I don't think I will be able to continue a relationship with you. I am constantly scared of the mood you will come home in"

Misty takes a deep breath "You give me whiplash every day. I don't know whether I am your partner or your roommate. It just seems that every little thing that happens sets you off" Misty continues. I understand everything she is saying to me. "I think I need to go and see someone" I tell her honestly. Misty nods her head in agreeance. "I think that is a smart idea Ty. Again I need to remind you that I do love you. I love you with everything I have and I know Ryan loves his dada. We need you here and we need you to be happy"

Misty rests her head on my shoulder. I wrap my arm around her and kiss the top of her head. We sit out on the front porch for a little while longer. We sit in silence, just letting everything that was said settle between us. I am scared I am going to lose her and Ryan. I can't allow that to happen. They are both my whole world.

It is time for me to grow up and get the help I need. Misty deserves the world and I am hell bent on giving it to her.

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Jason and Laura finally made it out of the bedroom and made dinner for us all. Sitting at the table with the family, the mood was light. I kept to myself, stewing over everything that has happened today. Misty kept her hand on my thigh the entire time. Letting me know she was still there but not pushing me to talk anymore.

"So, I spoke to mum today" Misty announces to the table. This raises my interest. I know she is going to say that we are not moving out, but at this very point in time. I think it is the best idea. "Jason, how soon do you think we could get started on building that little house in the back yard?" Misty asks. "I'll chat with Micky at work tomorrow. His brother is a builder and we can get the plans all drawn up and ready to go" Jason responds.

Misty looks towards me, our eyes meet and I can see she is silently asking if this is ok. I nod my head to her. It is the perfect idea for us. It means I can get my head screwed on straight and at the same time, still have all the support around us. "Fantastic. I will help wherever I can" I say. Misty leans over to me and places a soft kiss on my lips. "I love you" she whispers on my lips and smiles. I smile back at her, placing another kiss on her forehead.

I take our dishes to the sink and Misty grabs Ryan from his chair. "Bath time for this little man" she says. "I'll help" I tell her. Misty turns her face to me and smiles a megawatt smile. "Did you hear that Ryan. Daddy is gonna help with your bath. Are you excited?" she asks Ryan. Ryan claps his little pudgy hands and smiles. "Lets go run that bath, hey baby" I say to Ryan.

I start the bath and decide at the last minute, I am going to get in with him. I strip off my clothes and sit in the tub. Misty walks in with a naked Ryan and gets the shock of her life. "What the fuck are you doing Tyson?" she asks while laughing. "What's it look like Misty? I am going to take a bath with my son. You are more than welcome to go away if you don't want to be in here" I tell her with a grin.

She hands me Ryan and I sit him down between my legs. He is overly excited with me in here with him. I quickly wash his unruly hair with his shampoo and let him play with his toys. Misty stayed in the bathroom with us and just sat watching Ryan and me play. I couldn't decipher the look on her face though. I don't know whether she was in awe of what she was seeing or turned off cause I was in the bath with Ryan.

Ryan started to get sleepy while in the bath. He laid his head on my chest and I could feel his body slipping down my stomach. Misty noticed what was happening and started to pick him up off me. "Dada" Ryan cried out. "Yeah baby. Dada will dry you and put you to bed. He just needs to get out of the bath and dry himself. "How about I take you to your room and daddy will come in when he is done" Misty says to Ryan. He snuggles his head on her shoulder, while I climb out of the tub, pulling the plug to drain the water.

I wrap a towel around me and pick up my dirty clothes. "I'll be there in a second buddy" I tell Ryan. I give Misty a kiss and make my way to the bedroom. Quickly drying off and throwing on a pair of basketball short foregoing my jocks, I make my way to Ryan's room. He is very sleepy while laying on his change table.

Misty grabs his clothes while I dry him off and put a nappy on him. Misty and I work together to get him ready for bed. I snuggle into the rocking chair with him while Misty goes and gets him some milk. She comes back with a bottle of milk and hands it to me. I give it to Ryan and he drinks while I rock him. Not even 5 minutes later he is out like a light. Little snores coming from his mouth. I gently get up and place him in his crib. His night light lets off just enough so I can see where I am going. I shut his door over and turn around.

Misty is standing in the doorway of our bedroom, in only her underwear. I lick my lips while taking her in. I slowly walk over to the bedroom door. As soon as she is in reach, I grab a hold of the back of her head and bring her lips to mine. It is not a gently loving kiss by any means. This is full of passion and a mixture of dirtiness. Walking her backwards into the room, I shut the door softly and keep pushing her back towards the bed. This is not sexy at all but I couldn't give a flying fuck. I want my woman anyway she will give me. Misty falls onto the bed and pushes herself back until her head is on the pillows. I don't waste anytime climbing on top of her. Our kissing is heating up. My hands are all over her body. Misty is softly moaning and running her hands through my hair.

I reach behind her and unclasp her bra. Pulling it off her chest and arms. As soon as her breasts are free, my mouth is taking a nipple hostage. I flick it with my tongue then suck it into my mouth. Misty's back arches and pushes her tit into my mouth more. I move one of my hands down south and rub her clit through her panties. The breathy moan that comes from her mouth is my undoing.

I remove my mouth from her breast and move down her body. I move her panties to the side and allow my mouth to work her clit. Inserting 2 fingers into her, I work my mouth and fingers at the same time bring her to her climax. My name is coming out of her mouth which makes my dick strain.

I pull myself up onto my knees and start lowering my shorts. As soon as they are down at my knees, I move back over Misty. She pushes my shorts down further with her feet. As soon as they are around my ankles I kick them off and I line myself up with her hole. Misty doesn't hesitate to wrap her legs around my hips and uses her feet to push my arse. I bottom out inside of her and we both moan at the pleasure that is felt.

I kiss Misty with everything I have while I move inside of her. Her hands are on my shoulders and the look in her eyes lets me know that she is enjoying every second of this. "I love you baby" I tell her softly. I come back down and kiss her lips, nudging her lips with my tongue. She opens her mouth and kisses me back. Her hips working with mine until we find our releases.

I don't move off her straight away. I just hold her face with my hands while I rest up on my forearms. Staring straight into her eyes. I see my future. It is with her and Ryan. "I love you so much Misty. One day you will share my name with me" I tell her honestly.

"I love you too, Tyson"