Afraid (Lesbian Teacher Student - Alex Vause/Piper Chapman aka Laura Prepon & Taylor Schilling (OITNB)

Chapter 2

We were standing there and watching each other in eyes. I'm love with her eyes. They're so beautiful, I felt butterflies in my stomach. How is this even possible? I only know her for a day, it's not even a full day. I feel like I have known her for years. It feels weird but nice. I don't understand why would such an amazing woman like her speak to me?! The hazel in her eyes matched her hoodie, a thousand thoughts rushed trough my head but I forgot how to speak so I let my hands speak instead of me to her face. I gently caressed her cheeks and she blushed. She looks so adorable. She tries to hide her blushing by looking away but I turned her face to face mine. I slowly close my face to hers so I could kiss her. I don't even know what am I doing, but I feel it's the right thing to do. I didn't think she would kiss me, but she did. It was more like a peck. Just when we were about to have more than a peck, her dog runs away to another dog. She smiles and I feel kinda awkward.

I quitely ''Sorry'', hoping that she wouldn't hear me.

''I heared you, you know, and you don't have to be sorry, I had a lot of fun with you this morning and I won't forget it, you can text me whenever you want to, no matter what time is it even if it's 3am in the morning. I should better go, I don't want Lambert to run away with that dog.'' she says with a smile on her face. As she walked away she turned back and waved. I waved back. I guess she was in a hurry because I didn't have time to say anything back to her. Hopefully, I'll see her again.

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I got back home and I see my younger siblings watching cartoons. As usually, I make them breakfast. Chocholate cereals with nutella in. Kinda weird right, huh? I know, but I tried it once before and they saw me eating and said 'yuck' and I made to try it because it's actually pretty yummy. I like to mix food. I was whole time alone with them because Becca and Mike went to their friends. I guess because of the party. I got invited too, but didn't want to go, even if I wanted who would take care of Tasha and Malik? I'd rather stay at home and be safe tham go to the stupid party to get drunk, and have sex with random people and arrested. I got arrested once and I was hella drunk and high and I learned my lesson when I got back home. They were fucking pissed off. I got grounded for a long time and it was even 100x worse than usually because my family was rude to me. But, I wasn't the only one who got grounded and arrested. Becca and Mike did too. But, they weren't in a huge trouble like I was because I'm younger. But, I don't reallly care anymore. I'm still trying to get used to their bullshits. So, uhm, yeah, thanks but no thanks, I'd rather pass this party.I

I'm not stupid to get wasted a DAY BEFORE FIRST DAY BACK TO SCHOOL. I'm sure they'll talk in school tomorrow about the party so I better don't forget my earphones tomorrow. As day have passed, I put Tasha and Malik to bed after they had dinner and bath. I have to read Superman comic book to Malik and Harry Potter book to Tasha every night. She loves Harry Potter so much, just like me. Malik loves too but he's more into Superman and that kind of stuff books. It was 9 o'clock at that time, I put them little bit later to bed so I went to shower and straight into my bed. I was laying in the bed till 11pm thinking if I should or not text Laura and I did.

T: Hey, sorry again about the today and btw I had fun this morning :) Hope to see you soon, goodnight xx

L: Hi, I told you, no need to be sorry. I liked it, I had fun too, I hope I'll see you. Go to sleep, it's late, night :) x

As I read the message I set my alarm to 6am, locked the phone and went to sleep with a smile on my face. I'm really happy-

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*beep* *beep* *beep*

I heart alerm going on and I unlock my phone and shut it down. Thank God, I woke up because I'm often late. I take my time because I don't like to do things fastly. Well, depends what kind of things haha ;)