Afraid (Lesbian Teacher Student - Alex Vause/Piper Chapman aka Laura Prepon & Taylor Schilling (OITNB)

Chapter 4

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I got home with little guys and they were mad at me and to be honest it's so cute. Because they try to be mad but I know they can't act being mad for a while.

''Okay guys, so I was thinking about making up to you today because I was late, a lot and I feel really guilty and bad for it. And sorry again, you know I know have school and I try my best to be on time but sometimes I can't because I get in trouble, just like today. I was a bitc-'' I get interruped by Malik ''bitch'' and they both giggle.

''Yeah, but don't say that ever again, it's rude'' I say ''why are you allowed to use it and not us?'' Tasha asks.

''Because I'm older and sorry. I won't say it again so you aren't allowed too, fair enough'' I say and both of them nodded.

''Like I was saying before I got rudely interrupped'' I look at Malik and then Tasha and I try to not smile, ''I was BAD and got punished for what I deserved'' I say with saying 'bad' noticable instead 'bitch'. ''By really hot teacher'' I whisper I mumble to myself. They look at me with a confused face and I ignore it.

''I was thinking if you guys would like to eat whatever you want and how much you want, but no exaggeration and you can watch any cartoon/movie FOR YOUR AGE, you know no kissing,s-e-x and touching scences just like when Mike gave you that romantic movie to watch!'' I say and they start to jump around and scream. Gosh, it makes me so happy to see them happy. Precious angels. So, I guess another day with spending with little kids watching cartoons or whatever they choose. They start to hug me and say ''thank you, thank you, thank youuuu, we love you so much'' they say happily.

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While Tasha and Malik were searching what to wear for their ''party'' what they called, I decided to call Laura, oh I mean Miss Prepon to see what she wanted to talk about with me.

I call and wait for her to pick it up, hope so. I nervous of what she's gonna say.

''Hello?'' she says as she accepted the call.

''Hey, it's Taylor. I hope I'm not calling in the wrong time'' I say

''No, not at all. Uhm, I was wondering if we could meet up today, like maybe now to talk?'' she says and I can hear the nervousness in her voice.

''I'd love to but I'm taking care my siblings and I can't leave them''

''Oh, then we'll meet another time I guess'' she says.

''Unless, if you want to come over? I'm home alone with my younger siblings and they are having a ''party'' in their pjamas and they'll watch some cartoon or movie and eat a lot. So it means there will be food enough for everyone and I'm sure they woulnd't mind you to come because we're alone all the time.'' I say anxiously.

''Really? Sure. I'd love to but can I bring someone with me? He's 4 years old and uhm, he's my son.'' she asks excitedly.

Woah. A son? Well, I don't know why am I suprised because she's 34 years old. Obviously that she has a son. Oooh, stupid brain. It's obvious now, she has a son and is getting a divorce. That's what she said in the class on the first day.

''Yeah, I'll text you address, we'll order food when you come, oh and make sure to bring your son's pajama and if you want you can yours too, since all of will be in pj's'. Bye'' I say with a laugh.

''Okay, haha, bye'' she says with a laugh as she hangs up.

*i text her address and she replies ''on my way :)''*

''Guys, we'll have 2 guests come over so please behave yourself and now go watch random cartoons until they come, then we'll order food and choose movie TOGETHER. ALL OF US'' I mention the end loud because we usually, acutally every time argue what shall we watch.''

I went and dressed blue Superman onesie. Malik dressed into Spiderman pj and Tasha into purple Batman pj.

The bell rang and both of them quickly and excitedly went to open the door.

''Oi, I told you NOT TO opet the damn door by yourself'' I shout.

I don't want them to do it by themselves yet because they're still small and young and you know there a lot of crazy people in this planet who would do horrible things.

''Hi'' they said in the same time shyly with their heads up, look at Miss. Clearly when she's damn tall. And they look down at the little cute boy and say ''Heyy'' happily.

''Hey, Miss and little guy'' I smile to both of them and greeted me to get inside.

''Call me Laura outside of the school and this is Spencer. Say hello, Spenc.'' she stimulates him. He's so adorable. He has green eyes mixed with blue colour. His brown hair is short. Cute.

''Hi'' he says quitely.

''Hey, I'm Taylor, call me Tay.'' I smile at him.

''So Miss, did ya bring pj's?'' I asked and smiled.

''Yeah, I wasn't sure if you were serious or not, but now I see you meant it so I brang it anyways'' she lets a small laugh.

''Also, I brang onesie instead of pj, hope you don't mind.'' she says.

''No probs, I'm wearing it too.''

I showed them direction to bathroom so they could change and when they came back we order pizza's, chinese food and mcdonalds. We chose to watch Harry Potter, obviously. Harry Potter and half blood prince. Laura's wearing black onesie and Spencer turtle pj.

We are talking and having fun. I feel comfortable and like she isn't my teacher.

''Why are you having ''pj party''? Laura asks.

Before I started to speak, Tasha says ''because Tay was very late today and we got mad at her and she apologized and said that she needed to stay after school 'coz she got detention by some hot teacher.'' When she said the last part I choked on my food.

Laura looks at me and asks Tasha ''oh, really? did she say anything else about that teacher?''

''Nope, only that she is hot'' Tasha says.

''Tasha, shuushh and watch Harry'' I said with giving her serious look.

Laura looks at me and smirks. I blushed and turned face away. Shit, this is awkward.

''Can I speak to you, somewhere private?'' Laura asks.

I say ''Sure'' and head to my room with her. Before I left I said 'guys, be right here and don't make mess. will be right back.''

''Nice room. Didn't expect that it would be so... mature.'' she says and smiles.

''Thank you.'' I smile back.

''So, about what did you wanna talk?'' I ask.

''About us. I can't stop thinking about you, and I tried. I tried to push my feelings away but whenever I see you, you make me go crazy with your beauty and I like you very much. I can't forget the day at the park and our kiss. I can't forget the sparks and your soft lips. I'm sorry, I just can't.''

''Good. Because the same is for me. I thought that you don't like me after your behaviour towards me and I never thought you or anyone would say that to me. It's nice. And I live you very much too.''

Laura approaches me slowly, putting my hair behind my ear and says ''you're so beautiful, I love when you look at me, I love it because I get lost in your blue eyes, they make me speechless and blush. They make my bones relax and make me not so stressed, they look like two beautiful deep blue ocean colored eyes on the perfect and cutest face '' she says as she slowly, passionately kisses me and without no hesitation I kiss her back.