Afraid (Lesbian Teacher Student - Alex Vause/Piper Chapman aka Laura Prepon & Taylor Schilling (OITNB)

Chapter 1

It's Sunday morning. What a rough night, barerly had any sleep. I lie in bed thinking about what have happened last night. My ''parents'' have told me that I'm adopted after my 16, soon 17 years of my life. Isn't it wonderful to find out that your whole life was a lie? I know they might have kept away it from me because they cared about me? Naah, I don't think so. They don't give a flying fuck about me. Why did they even adopt me at the first place if they were gonna treat me like a piece of shit my whole life, like I don't exist?! Oh, Gosh, I hate them even more now. We are a rich family and my parents are always working either at home or at work, mostly at work, buisness trips and stuff like it. After they told me I was adopted last night they apologized for not telling me, they had no emotions like it wasn't a big deal. Before I run to my room they said they have to go to a bisness trip again, not knowing for how long and said my brother will be in charge. So, about my siblings, I've got 3 older brothers, 2 older sisters and 1 younger brother and 1 younger sister. They all get treated better than me. Ofcourse, now I know why. It's because they aren't adopted like me. I'm different. My older brother Marc and Jackson are married, they're twins and they've got 20-something years and they moved away with their wives. They're lucky, I'm so jealous of them because they moved away and I have to be here with them. Nightmare. Any my other brother, Michael, I call him Mike or Mikey is a senior, he's 17 years old and he's my favourite. He is the best! He is so sweet to me and nothing like the others, except my younger siblings. He goes to the same school and class/es with me. I went ealier to kindergarten so that's why I'm 16 and a senior. My birthday's July 27th and I can not to turn 17 because I'll be a year closer to 18 and I'll finally be able to move away. My sister Lisa is 22 and she works with my parents, she's also rarely at home. She's okay, I wish I could spend more time with her. I always appreciate our hang outs because like I said, I don't have a chance to be with her often. Other sister, Rebecca is also a senior and a total bitch. Mike and Mika are also twins. She acts in school like she doesn't know me and if she does know me it's either when she insults and bully me at school or if she needs something from me. Hate her guts. And my absolutely favourite people ever are also twins. Damn, I know right this family has so many twins! They're Natasha (Tasha) and Malik. They're 4 years old, the sweetest kids ever but also very childish and playfull. I'm in charge of taking care of them because Mika hates kids and she's a ''princess'' and doesn't want to do anything. And, Mike, he tries his best but he isn't really good at taking care of them. Becca is a cheerleader and she's mostly out with her friends and having practise and Mikey is also having a practise and hanging out, he's playing football. So, I'm the only one who WANTS to and have to be with them. I do have friends, but we don't really like to go out except if there's like maybe a party or someones birthday and similar. Often, they come to my house becuase I'm alone with the kids so it's alright. Enough with describing.

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I finally got up from bed and went to check out from the window how's the weather. It looks sunny and like a nice day. After I checked out, I went to brush my hair and teeth, took black leggings, a grey hoodie and black-blue sneakers. I love black and blue colours. Even my room is painted in black and blue. Haha. Normally, like ever Sunday I've decided to go to my favourite park 10-15 mins away. I like to walk. It's pretty early in the morning. I went to Malik's and Tasha's rooms to see if they're still sleeping. They were sleeping like angels, they actually are angels. My angels. They give me a reason to stay strong and to be positive. I love them really much. After, 15 minutes of walk, I sat at my usual place. A bench, surrounded with birches. I adore to be here. So peaceful, sometimes I see a few people jogging, alone or with their dogs. Such a nice place to think about. I always come here when I feel the need to think about stuff and be by myself. I feel free. So, I was there, sitting alone until a cute little dog came up to me. Aww, he's so cute. I patted him. So adorable. Wish I could have a dog, but unfortunately I already have a lot of things to take care of. Suddenly, I heared a female voice behinde me.

''Oh my gosh, he's safe, he's here, i found him, i thought he ran away'', she says in a revealed voice trying to catch a break. '

''Oh, sorry, this must be your dog. Don't worry I wouldn't kidnap him even tho he's adorable'' I say trying to joke because damn she's hot as fuck and it's making me nervous because I haven't really spoke with a random hot chick ever before.

''You're adorable, and thank you for being with my dog until now'' she says looking me in the eyes. I blushed, damn woman, you're making me comfortable but yet uncomfortable.

''Thank you and no problem'' I said with a smile

Holy shit, she's tall. I would say about 5' 10". I'm 5' 8''. But, still... She has a long black hair, pink lips, green eyes and eyeliner on the point. It suits her. She also wearing a hoodie, a green hoodie. She looks amazing. I wish I looked like her. I've got blonde hair and I'm almost tall as her, but not that pretty. She's stunning. Wait, why am I even thinking that way about her? I don't even know her name.

''So, why is such a beautiful young lady sitting here alone early in the morning? Did you run away? Are you okay? Don't you have school or to study''? she bombarded me with questions curiously.

Oh, she called me beautiful, blushing again. ''Thanks, and uhm I did not run away even if I did no one would care, but the answer is no. I don't have school nor anything to study, we have vacation until tomorrow, silly. And, oh, I like to come here because it's my favourite place to be at to clear my mind and be by myself. I would ask you why are you here early but the obvious answer is that you came to jogg with your dog?'' I answered her and laughed a little.

''Okay, good. Why wouldn't anyone care? Your family and friends would miss you. Sorry, I forgot it's Sunday, haha. So I guess I don't wanna bore you anymore since you'd like to be alone.'' she says with a sad look on her face, trying to hide it but I noticed. I hate myself. I always push people away and she seems amicable and I'm acting like a bitch.

'Oeh, noo. You don't bore me, if you'd like you can sit, if you want, I wouldn't mind. And about my family, it's a long stupid story that you shouldn't worry about. So, what's your name? My name's Taylor?'' wait, why did I just say my name? What if she says that she has to go or doesn't want to sit or doesn't say her name. Am I supposed to shake hands with her or? Shit, I'm overthinking. I should be myself because she seems different and I don't even know why.

''Sure, nice to meet you, Taylor. I like your name. My name is Laura and this is my dog Lambert'' she says with a smile on her face and shakes a hands with me.

After an hour or so we were talking and getting to know eachother, it was actually warm outside. We were having fun and walking with dog. I found out that she's 34 years old which schocked me because she looks like 20-something. I found out that her favourite colour is also black and that she has 3 sisters and 1 brother. She's an English teacher but she also teaches sex education. Dayum, if I had that hot teacher that would be fucking awesome. We were talking about random things, we exchanged numbers before we left and she told me to text/call her whenever I want. I'm so happy. I got her numbeeeerr. Before she left, she stopped and turned to me and touched my hands while looking at my blue eyes. I got excited and nervous. What is she doing?...