Afraid (Lesbian Teacher Student - Alex Vause/Piper Chapman aka Laura Prepon & Taylor Schilling (OITNB)

Chapter 18

Long time, no see! Hello, my fellow readers. I apologize for not writing in such a long time, I didn't think people would like it. It's been a crazy time of my life and let's get into it!

STORY:

Trip time was over. I was chilling in my room before heading out to school. Staring at the ceiling and think about every moment that has happened with Laura during the trip. Feels like things have changed... into better. But, knowing Laura in her mind it's probably drama and it's like waiting for the bomb to explode. I don't know what to expect from her. It's fucked up when someone leads you on, you don't know where you stand in their life and it's tricky. Do I make a move, do I give up, do I wait... So many questions in my head coming up. No matter what I do is ever right and good enough. Do you ever feel like the world is against you even when you breathe and everything somehow ends up being your fault? Hooking up with a teacher doesn't seem right... until you find yourself in that position. Going to classes and just seeing a hot teacher, not just the looks but their personality is glowing and something attracts you to them and you can't stop yourself. I call it magic, instead of wondering how does such thing can happen, it's easier that way.

As I was thinking abou her, my phone vibrated and I checked it and saw a message from Laura. Woah. That's a miracle.

''Come earlier and meet up in the classroom.''

Sounds damn professional and tbh, I'm shitting myself. You know what I hate? When people put dots at the end of their sentences. Sounds stupid, but they sound serious, cold and at least put a damn emoji.

Came to school as I was told, halls are empty and so quite. Feels strange to not see it full with loud teenagers who are insane and being in their own, little crazy world.

Standing in front of the doors and shaking. My hands are sweating, I don't know what to expect. I feel like my heart's gonna pop out of my chest.

On the positive side, I dressed up bit sexier. She gives me that kind of a confidence I usually don't have. Wearing my leather jacket, crop top (it's not that short), ripped jeans and my new Vans. Yes, looking gay af.

I knocked and heard her raspy voice saying ''Come''.

Thinking in my head, I'd gladly like to come, if you know what I mean ;)

As always she's wearing a leather short skirt and her ass in such a shape. I'd fucking slap it but gotta control myself, ayy haha.

I said ''Hi'' and she's been quite, scrolling or either reading something on her phone. I sit on the table and wait for her to say something. Not a word coming out of her mouth.

She's smiling at a text I assume, so I ask ''Do you want me to come another time since you're busy or what?'', with bit annoyed tone.

She looks up, not smiling anymore, putting her phone down and walks closer to me.

I'm confused, scared and worried what's she gonna do.

We're face to face and I can't stop looking at her lips. Did I not mention that she moved my legs apart and is standing in between while her hands are on my legs?! Hmm, well now you know.

I'm nervous and I just want to feel her soft lips on mine.

She says ''I'm sorry about the trip. I'm your teacher, you're my student and that's how it should be and how I should treat you. It was wrong of me and I was pretty bad during whole situation and you just make me feel different when I'm close to you, to be honest. I need to learn to control myself and you should be with someone your age..'' as she was talking my heart was breaking into million of pieces, but I didn't wanna fuck up my chance. 

I KISSED HER. I need to shut her up somehow. Surprisingly, she didn't push me away.

She kept kissing, she even included her tongue. W O A H.

That was passionate and I'm speechless. I don't know what to say. Without realizing, I smirked at her and think she just have realized what just happened.

She said ''Get out'', calmly. What the hell is just happening?! 

''Why? What did I do wrong, Laura? You're gonna kiss me, lead me on and kick out whenever you feel like it?'' 

''Just leave. I don't want to see you or hear you again!'', she yelled.

To be continued... I'm sorry it was short, but I haven't written in a while and I need to get back into the shape and get bit of motivation. I still hope you liked it. 

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