Afraid (Lesbian Teacher Student - Alex Vause/Piper Chapman aka Laura Prepon & Taylor Schilling (OITNB)

Chapter 9

''Mommy, why are you kissing Taylor? I thought that you and dad got back together because you two kissed today.'' Spenc said with a sad look and looked down.

WHAT? WHO IS SHE TRYING TO PLAY WITH? WTF? IM SO PISSED OFF.

I look at her and shake my head in disbelif. How could she do that to me?

''Please, let's talk about it later after they fall asleep.'' Laura whispers to me.

About an hour later we took Tasha, Spenc and Malik to rooms to sleep. Yep, Spenc is gonna stay over I'm not sure about Laura yet tho.

I really don't wanna talk with her rn or ever, ugh who am I lying to, ofc I wanna talk to her again but I don't think what and how to feel right now. I tried to go to my room but she grabbed me on my wrist.

''Please, don't be mad, lemme explain, babe.'' she says with tears in her eyes.

''Ohh, so I'm your 'babe' now, huh? I'm sorry but I think you mixed up me with someone, maybe your ex, wait no, your husband.'' I say and rolls my eyes. Somehow I managed to move away from her to my room and I start to undress myself. I didn't even thought and care about undressing in front of her, tbh I don't care. I'm so angry at her.

''Why are you acting like this? Can't you let me explain?!'' she yells and she gets closer to me.

''What? What do you want to explain? Is there something more needed to say except that you kissed your ''ex'' husband and one hundred percent liked it more than kissing me and I know you're gonna say 'please, sit down. We need to talk.' and I know what's gonna come after that. I'm just another teenager to you that you teach and you don't care about it because you're always cold hearted and don't give shit about anything and I know you'll go back to your husband and everything. So, there's no point to tell that to me and break my heart because I already know it. Save your time. I'm not even worth this.'' I say and I quickly remove the tears from my cheeks. Gosh, why do I have to be such a pussy and not be a strong person?!

She grabbed and wrist as she was standing in front of me, while I'm only in my bra and underwear.

''I can't believe you think that. You have no idea how much I like and care about you. I know I'm not showing it to you and I know I'm hurting you but I'm trying my best, believe me. And, the reason I kissed Tom is because he kissed me back and I didn't even think at that moment what was I doing and then I pulled him away and told him that I already have someone else in my heart, it's you. I'm truly sorry and that kiss meant nothing to me. I swear.'' she says and I kissed me. I pulled away because I just wanted to sleep.

''Can we just go to sleep? We've got school tomorrrow.'' I gave a weak smile.

''Sure.'' she leans to kiss me but I quickly rejected. I saw hurt in her eyes and I immedietly regreted.

''Are you gonna wear pj or something?'' she asks me.

''Nope, I feel hot.'' I say.

''You are always hot.'' she mumbles but I heared and smiled.

She cuddled me and I drifted off to sleep.

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I got to school in my new Audi R8 and everyone was like ''OMG. DAMN''.

I've got free period now so I'm gonna spend it with my friends.

Bay, Louis, Claire, Jaxon, Tin.

Jaxon asks ''Oi, guys, shut up for a second and let me talk!'' We all just turned our heads to him and looked confused.

''Thank you, now did you hear that there's a new student in our class? He's comin' today and his name is Jason Biggs.'' All of us said 'WHAT? Really?'' Cool.