Afraid (Lesbian Teacher Student - Alex Vause/Piper Chapman aka Laura Prepon & Taylor Schilling (OITNB)

Chapter 17

THIS IS PART 2. OF THE TRIP CHAPTER

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After she kissed me, we just stood and looked at each other, it was scary. We changed our clothes and went to sleep.

I woke up by seeing that Laura isn't in bed, I heard someone talking in the bathroom and I went to check. I didn't come in, I heard Laura yelling at Jo, I assume. So, I went back and changed my clothes and did my hair. On the table was breakfast for two people, Laura and me. As I was going to sit she came and said ''Let's have a breakfast and then we have to meet with the teachers and students''.

The breakfast was awkward and she said ''just forget about what happened last night''.

I looked confusedly and asked ''why?''.

She only looked at me sternly, grabbed her bag and got out of the room.

Why are women complicated sometimes? Yes, I know I'm one too, but why do they kiss you and then tell you to forget it? Wasn't the kiss good? Because if it wasn't I'd like to know the truth, it won't affect me. There is no need to be mysterious and complicated.

I went down to the hall where were bunch of students and teachers and next to me was Laura and some random dude and Bay. My hand was touching Laura's hand, I didn't realize until she moved away and looked at me. Like excuse me, it's not my fault that it's crowded here.

We got sorted into groups and I am that ''lucky'' to get Laura as a leader, mentor.

I love when she's teaching us because she teaches with passion and loves it even tho she's strict.

She leads us and showed the place and it was evening so we headed back to the hotel for dinner. She's been completly ignoring me and not even looking at me, I'm not suprised, it happened before but it always hurts. I don't know what do I expect from her.

Everyone was going to get dinner, but I just don't feel well, I feel down. Skipping dinner won't affect me even tho I might be bit hungry later but don't you just have that moment or those days when you feel like wanting to be alone and not dealing with anyone, you just wanna have time for yourself and deal with your mind? My mind's fucked up. I feel like it's gonna explode sometimes, so many thoughts pass by and I don't know what to do to deal with it which causes me to be bipolar and it's hard to explain to others because they don't understand.

I just laied down on bed and curled up and started at wall. I want to cry but no tears are coming, I'm just staring and thinking. I fell asleep. I got woken up by the sound of someone unlocking the doors and guess who is it? Yep, Laura.

I checked the clock and it's 2:14am. WHAT THE HELL??

I stood up quickly and turned the lights on and asked ''Where the hell have you been? Do you know what time is it?'' She kept mumbling something and then it hit me.

''Oh my God! Laura, are you drunk?!'' I was starting at her with mad and confused expression on my face. I am shocked.

She smelt on alcohol so I took her clothes down.

''Tay, what are you doing? I don't think I'm stable for fucking now, let's do it next time'' she said and smirked.

I just laughed and shook my head.

''Go to sleep now, Laura. We'll talk about this tomorrow.'' I said.

Now I feel like those parents who wait for their kids to get home and then realize it's too late and that they're drunk and the next day they have to lecture them.

She mumbles, ''can you come sleep with me'', I replied ''yeah'' then she continiues ''also please cuddle me so I'd feel safe.''

I kiss her forehead and cuddle her and made sure she's covered well, don't want her to get sick.

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It's morning. The sound of my loud alarm on phone woke the hell up out of me.

''Fuck! What's that? Turn it off! OMG, my head hurts!'' Laura yells.

''That's what happens when you get drunk'' I said sassyly.

''Ha ha, someone's funny today.'' she said grumply.

''Always'' and I smirked.

''If you don't want to miss out breakfast I suggest you to get up'' I told her.

She stood up and looked down her body and yells ''WHAT''

I lauged and said ''I had to take off your clothes bc it smelt on alcohol''

''Ohhh shit, I remembered! I remember what I said to you when you were taking it off! I'm sorry'' her cheeks got red like tomato.

I couldn't stop laughing so she hit me with the pillow.

Ugh, pillow fight, again!

''This time I will win!!'' I yelled and attacked her and got her laying on bed.

She tried to get up, but I said ''nope, I told you. This time I'll win'' and smirked.

I kissed her. I bit her lip and slid my tounge her mouth. That felt so good. This was the most passionate kiss I've ever had. I slowly kissed her neck which caused her to moan. Hehe, yes. I found her soft spot. Then, I sucked it which made a hickey. Oops.

''Tay!'' she yelled.

''It would be better if you moaned my name but mkay'' i smirked and winked at her.

''Really? A hickey? What are you, 12?'' she said.

That's when she found a way to turn me over and she got on top of me and gave me a hickey and then she was the one who smirked.

I'M SORRY THIS IS SHORT I KNOW. I HAD NO INSPIRATION TO WRITE NEW CHAPTERS I REALLY STARTED TO SUCK AT THIS. IM SO SORRY BABES PLS FORGIVE ME FOR NOT WRITING OFTEN I FEEL AWFUL OMG

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