The Journey to You | D.L.

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TW: My story will contain Self-Harm, Suicide Attempts, Eating Disorders, Drugs, Mentions of Abuse, and Sex.

Prologue:
Nick and Demi's relationship started when they were young, immature, and in love. They were young teenagers in love like any other. Except one thing... they were national celebrities, hiding secrets from the world.

Demi's POV:
"Nick... I don't know how much longer I can keep us a secret. It feels wrong keeping so many secrets from everyone. I just want to be able to kiss you whenever i feel like." I confessed looking up at him.

"Hey look at me babygirl. We can do this!" Except I knew that I had to tell someone something or else all of the secrets i had bottled up were going to come out, and it wouldn't be pretty.

I had kept the fact that I was using drugs, cutting, and developing an eating disorder from everyone except my boyfriend. I knew I was in a dark place, but didn't want to disappoint everyone.

I Just wasn't ready to tell anyone yet. Nick was my Life Guard saving me from drowning.

Nick's POV:
I don't know what else I can do to help her. It kills me seeing the love of my life in such pain. But I know I can help her. We just have to make it until tour is over, and then i know that i can convince Demi into getting help. But until then it is up to me.

"Baby, I know something that will cheer you up!" that definitely got the her attention. I had tried everything and there was only one thing that seemed to help her feel sexy and confident. So I did it as often as possible.

I leaned in and passionately kissed her pushing my tongue in front as if to ask for entrance, placing my hand on her lower back making her shiver. I then slowly made my way down her neck, knowing all the spots that make her squirm with delight. I lifted her shirt over head and placed my hand on the back of her neck to let her know I'm in control.

We laid on Demi's hotel bed with me on top of her passionately kissing, Demi occasionally letting out a few cuss words, and taking off eachothers clothing until we were both in our undergarments. I looked in her eyes, and she gave me her "begging for more" look, as I slid my hand in her lacy black underwear rubbing her clit with my two middle fingers, causing her to arch her back and softly moan in pleasure.

I slid My middle finger inside her, when Demi said, "Oh Fuck Nick! Yes please, give me more!!" I slipped another finger in as per my girlfriends request making her to lay her head on the pillow behind her saying, " Faster baby, faster."

I did as my queen asked and she started to moan louder, and I knew that was my cue, sliding off her thong and my boxers I began to tease her making her whimper. She was got so excited that she forced me inside her, making her back arch once again, and her moan.

"You better fuck me till i cum Jonas! Oh my god! Fuck!" I started pounding her as hard as I could starting to moan a little myself. And soon we both climaxed, and I laid next to Demi, as we both fell asleep with her head on my chest.

Demi's POV:
As I lay there next to my incredibly sexy and naked boyfriend I found myself longing for us to stay this way forever. I felt safe in his arms, and for the first time I trusted a man.

But as quick as the happiness and contentment came, it was gone. I suddenly started realizing that Nick didn't actually want me... He just wanted to make me feel better and forget about my problems and be normal. But let's face it, ai never will be.

He didn't actually love me or think that I am attractive... Because in no world would there ever be someone who would like me. I'm nothing, and I deserve nothing.

I felt the urge to get rid of these emotions and just feel numb. I snuck out of the bed,  and slipped into the bathroom where I had hidden my stash of blades, and adderal. I popped a few pills and and thought of how little I deserved. I grabbed my blade and started to let out all of my feelings.

Nick's POV:
Not long after I fell asleep did I wake up, realizing that my babygirl wasn't there. this had become a routine, so i already had a feeling I knew where she was. I got up, and slid on some clothes and grabbed one of my t-shirts for Demi.

I knocked on the door to the bathroom and asked if she was in there, and that was where a sad, distressed Demi responded, "hey.." I tried to open the door, but it was locked.

"Dems why don't you come back to bed?" I could tell something was wrong, but she opened the door and looked into my eyes.

Demi's POV:
I knew if i didn't open the door Nick would start to worry and i didn't want him too. I walked out of the bathroom and looked up at him. I had a rag on my wrist and was applying pressure, when he realized.

"Baby, let me see so i can help you"

I felt terrible, and said, "I'm so sorry. I was just in my head, and I think I might have gone too deep because it won't stop bleeding!"

Nick's POV:
I saw what Demi had done, and took her back into the bathroom. I made a bath for her, and had her get in, to hopefully stop the bleeding.

Thankfully it did, and I bandaged it up, and lifted Demi out of the tub, and dried her off. I put the extra t-shirt on her and carried her back to bed.

She fell asleep as soon as we got there. But I couldn't, i was trying to figure out how i could help her. I hate seeing the most amazing and beautiful girl ever in so much pain.

Hey Guys!! This is my first story and idk what i am doing, so if you want me to continue I will :)