the story kicks off twelve years after the death of Beyoncé. The drama is far from over, there will be a bunch of twist and turns in this new chapter of Nicki's life that she will not see coming.
This is the second chapter of Don't Hurt Yourself, r...
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"Babe I seriously need you to calm down, stop crying." Lord help me with Nicki and her problems. I love my bitch to death but damn is her family a whole reality show. Ain't no way in hell her life can be like this almost every week. She better be glad she doesn't have anymore kids 'cause chile is her babies ghetto as hell. This shit too much for me, "hold on someone's banging on my door." I put the phone on mute so she wouldn't hear me curse out my supposedly ex girlfriend. But to my surprise Octavia was standing in my doorway, "ain't this bout a bitch."
"Aunt Robyn I-"
"Let me stop right there." I closed the door in her face and resumed my conversation with Nicki. Call me petty all you want but I don't house disrespectful children. She better take that shit over to Tina or Solange. "Nika I just think you needa blunt. Or have Beyoncé blow your back out, all this stress ain't good for your heart."
"Rih she slapped my daughter! I'm passed stressed ou-...did you just say have her blow my back out. Have you not been listening to me!"
"Fine then have Jayceon do it. I know y'all still fucking anyways." I heard my front door open. I know good and damn well that little girl did not just walk in my house. "Babe ima call you back." I hung up while she was rambling on about Jay and went to go deal with this situation.
As suspected she was sitting on my couch next to Michelle. Neither of them pay bills in this bitch so I don't know why they're in my house. "Uhhhmmm Bert and Ernie, y'all gotta go."
"Robyn chill out. She's a kid leave her alone."
"A kid that needs to get up out my house. See all that coddling shit is the problem, maybe if Nika put a belt across they asses time by time they wouldn't be so damn bold. Now like I said, y'all gotta go!" Michelle turned up the volume on the Tv drowning out my voice. This is be the shit that stops me from taking her goofy ass back. She's always getting under my skin when I'm being dead serious. Octavia needs to be taught a lesson.
If she wants to act like an adult then she can learn to be one somewhere else. "Michelle!"
"Robyn, Lo already kicked her out, Solo wouldn't even let her come on the driveway, mamma C doesn't want to get involved m, Wayne already threatened to spank her if she goes by him, and you know how Tina is. She ain't got nowhere to go for the night, leave her be."
"She should've thought about that before she got in my best friend's face and called her out of her name! I'm not going to hold her hand through this, she made her bed and now it's time to lay in it."
"Aunt Robyn please, I don't want sleep on the street." I pinched the bridge of my nose. I ain't want her sleep on the streets either but she's gonna learn the hard way. "Octavia you knew the moment you disrespected your mom she's was going to call everyone for advice. Each of us said the same exact thing to Onika, you need to learn your actions will bring consequences."
"How is throwing me out on the street teaching me anything!"
"Raising your voice at me again I dare you. Now see, the difference between Nicki and I is that I pop kids, lower your tone when you speak to me little girl." She leaned back in the chair and fixed her composure. I may be the easygoing aunt but when it's time to get serious I'm not the one. I grabbed her suitcase and dragged it to the door then grabbed the both of them by they arms. "Michelle is gonna teach how to rent a hotel, I love you Octavia but you gotta go."
"This isn't fair, she slept around with someone and I'm in trouble!"
"Watch your tone."
"No I'm not watching m-" I popped her ass in her mouth, like I said, I'm not the one. "March yo little ass to that car, Michelle is going to drive you to a hotel then set you up, a very expensive one because we both know this family don't do cheap. You are going to stay yo ass there until your mother picks you up. While you there I advice you to loose all that animosity before you meet the Onika I grew up with. Do you understand me?" She nodded her head. I raised my eyebrow waiting for her to respond correctly. "I said do you understand."
"Y-Yes ma'am." I pointed out the door and she walked out crying softly. Michelle followed behind her shaking her head like I did something wrong.
I barely even touched her.
If Octavia was me and I disrespected my mother the way she did she would be screaming bloody murder. My family are Caribbean, Barbadian to be exact. Our way of discipline is different from Americans. So a little pop in the mouth was nothing, trust me I got beat much worst.
I just can't believe she said those things to Nicki. Nicki of all people!
I get where all her anger is coming from. Nicki is a very private person, she's not going to speak on her personal life until she feels as though it needs to be shared. So until then she'll lie and hide the truth from you until she cracks under pressure.
When it comes down to Jay, oh yeah you ain't getting the whole truth form Nicki. I'm surprised she even told me.
This whole Jayceon thing was exhausting honestly.
I get that she likes the guy but I think it's time to move on. Jay was supposed to be a quick fuck for Nicki and she done went and got feelings involved. Oh yeah, Nicki has feelings for him, it's very obvious. I mean she keeps on messing around with him, sneaking to see him like some teenager and passing it off as if she's meeting a friend.
When feelings are involved Nicki doesn't know how to just walk away. She tries to be friends at first which later turns to friends with benefits and finally into to the "I fucking hate you" stage. I watched it happen with her and that Cardi chick. Now I'm watching it happen all over again with Jayceon. The major difference though is this time she's involved with two people.
The feelings she has for both Jay and Beyoncé and flowing through the same wavelength. Which is why she hasn't choose between the two yet.
If she's not careful, Nicki is going to end up hurt.
She's messing around with two power heads that will fight for her. A fight that'll end with two people significantly hurt and one person happy.
I love my best friend, but this was some deep shit. Now she got her daughter tied in. Lord help her, she's only a child and she's already feeling the backlash from this love triangle. "Who the hell is banging on my door now?" I got up annoyed going to open my door one last time, "what?"
"Can I come in?"
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I'm giving you guys a little snippet while I'm slightly intoxicated. My birthday was yesterday and I celebrated it then and some more today (yes I practiced social distancing and wore a mask) so in light of my good spirits I'm dropping a little snippet. I'll put out the rest on Sunday, love y'all.
