the story kicks off twelve years after the death of Beyoncé. The drama is far from over, there will be a bunch of twist and turns in this new chapter of Nicki's life that she will not see coming.
This is the second chapter of Don't Hurt Yourself, r...
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I was avoiding everyone. Everyone was on my back about putting my hands on Octavia which made zero sense, all they asses told Nicki she should've spanked her. Yo Rihanna yelled at me so bad she made me feel like a child, shit I told her she'll be an amazing parent afterwards too. I ain't never been terrified of another woman other than Nicki a day in my life, I see why they're best friends. "Momma?" I looked up when I heard Bailey's voice come from around the corner. She's been avoiding me since last night, "yes Princess."
"I don't feel right." I made a face at her, I wasn't picking up on what she was saying. I waved her over and pressed my hand against her forehead. She wasn't warm, there wasn't no obvious signs of any other disease, so I was confused. "What's wrong babygirl?"
"I don't know I just don't feel right. Where's mommy?" As I was about to say something Nicki came out of the kitchen with a worried looked. She did the same thing I did to Bailey, "does your stomach hurt?" She shook her head. Out of nowhere she started crying. I sat up completely worried now because something was obviously bothering her. "Sweet Peas talk to me, what's wrong?"
"I don't know something just ain't right. I just feel really bad, mommy when's Octavia coming home?" Nicki looked at me for a split second then back at her. "She needs some space right now, she'll probably be home tomorrow."
"Can she come home now, she didn't mean what she said she was just upset. Mommy please I want her to come home." She was really crying hard. Nicki couldn't even get her to calm down. I was afraid to even step in for fear she'll lash out on me for what I did. "She didn't mean it mommy I swear she didn't."
"Okay baby I know, I know she didn't. I need you to calm down for me please, okay your making me scared." Nicki was on the verge of tears herself l. I got up grabbing my phone and keys. I kissed both of them on their heads then went to go get Octavia. I'm probably not the person she wants to see right now so I'll drag Michelle and Kelly along with me. I texted them both and told them where to meet me.
It's times like this I really wish my father was alive. I had no clue what I was doing. Not with Nicki and not with my kids. I feel horrible for hitting Octavia, that shit was so wrong I can't even believe I did it myself. Man my father would light my ass up for the shit I did to her, that man raised me to be a better parent than this. I can't blame no one but myself for what I've done, now here I am nervous as hell to confront my own child. Beyoncé "Honeybee" Knowles scared to talk to a seventeen year old girl, my seventeen year old daughter at that. Boy my father shaking his head in his grave right now.
When I pulled up to Kelly's house they were already outside waiting. They sapped me up each when they got in and I got the address from Michelle. "So....you figured out what your going to say to her?"
"You figured out if your going to man up and wife Robyn and give her a baby."
"Aye we ain't on me right now Muhammad Ali, we're talking about you and your deeds. HB you really smacked your own kid? Tina I get she's foul as fuck but Octavia."
