s ᴇ ʀ ᴇ ɴ ᴅ ɪ ᴘ ɪ ᴛ ʏ // ᴅ. Mᴀʟғᴏʏ

Thru these tears

Summary// Both you and Draco liked each other but his father never approved of you. They confronted each other, and something happened to them. 

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This hurts like hell

I kept glancing at them, and I don't even know why.

But I keep telling myself

He look so happy, with her. His smile is everything, but she's the reason why he smiled. I used to be the reasons for his smiles but now, he have her

"It's gonna get better" I mumbled to myself, as I played my food right in front of me, 

But it's taking forever

I can feel tears around the corner of my eyes, I quickly wiped it and sighed. 

I tried to go out

But every time I leave the house

Something reminds me

Of what's now behind me 

I got up and walked away, I can't stop thinking about him. All I could feel was his warmth, embracing me whenever, I'm down. But now he gave his warmth to her. And he moved on so quickly

Everyday I let go

Just a little bit more

I walked in the courtyard. Everyone else is busy with their works. And I just sat there in the bench, letting myself drown in sadness. 

In the end, I'm gonna be alright

But it might take a hundred sleepless night

"Hey" I wiped my tears and I saw Blaise, his eyes are guilty and sad. I smiled at him and said hi

"You alright?" He asked me, and I nodded "Why wouldn't I be alright, Zabini?" I asked him, in a joking way

To make the memories of you disappear

But right now I can't see nothing thru these tears

"You're lying. I saw you they way you looked at him. You know, I never understand, why you distance yourself to him. When he started dating her"

"Cause, it hurts like hell. Seeing him, with her. He look so happy, and I can never take that away. Even though it hurts like hell and you know about his father. He never approved of me. He sees me as a blood traitor. Besides this is the best choice I have"

"But, you're abusing yourself, L/n" He said and rubbed my back, I leaned on his shoulders and let me cry.

Control my thoughts

Convincing myself it's your loss

I really mean it, 

And I'm starting to believe it

Everyday I let go,

just a little bit more

Draco's POV

In the end, it's gonna be alright

But it might take a hundred sleepless nights

I tossed, over and over again. Trying to forget what Zabini told me earlier about Y/n. Yes, I do love her but she's too perfect for me. And I'm just a guy, a bad guy who have a spoilt attitude. And I don't even know why I dated Astoria.