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You broke me first

Summary// Draco tried to talk to you, but you ignored him. Until you snapped right in front of him

Year// 6th year (Pretend that Draco isn't a death eater)
House// Gryffindor

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Flashback

3rd year

"What?" I asked him, as he looked at me, dead serious. I laughed like an idiot and looked at him again, that's when I realized, he's not joking

"You..you really like me?" I asked him and he nodded sheepishly. I could feel the heat between us, but I don't know what to say to him

"I know..it's surprising. Me, falling for you when I bully you all the time"

"Yeah..it did surprised me" I said and he chuckled a bit. I don't know what kind of curse he put me in, but I kissed him. He was too stunned to kissed back, so I kept kissing him until he kiss me back.

I pulled away, and looked at his eyes and smiled

"I..does that mean-"

"Yes.. I do like you too" I said and kissed him again

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4th year

Draco and I, are still in relationship. Today we are supposed to celebrate our anniversary but he seems to forgot it. I sighed and changed my clothes into pajamas.

I laid on my bed, and started to think. I never doubted on him, but recently he acted different. I don't know if it is bad or good.

I suddenly heard a knock and I opened the door. I was surprised to see Draco, holding a flowers, not just a flower, it's a blue and red Salvia.

"You..you remembered?" I asked, trying to fight my tears, he nodded and chuckles

"How can I forget the day I asked you to be my girl? Come here" he said and pulled me into a hug, I cried and chuckles

"I thought..you forgot it" I sobbed and he kissed my forehead

"Didn't I made a promise? I love you y/n/n" He said and I smiled and hugged him tightly

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4th year

"What do you mean he's busy Blaise? It's Saturday. And we don't have classes nor schoolworks" I reasoned out as Blaise tried to shove me off

"You..How do I put this..argh! This is frustrating!" He whined and looked at me. In pity and in guilt

"You're hiding something aren't you" I said. He sighed and looked at me, he bit his lips threw his arms out as defense

"I'm sorry..I told him not to do it..but he did it" He said, I walked in and I can hear him calling my name. I walked through Draco's room and there..

I saw him, making out with Astoria Greengrass.

"Y/n! It's not what you think!" He said and pulled Astoria away. I could feel my hot tears streaming down. I bite my tongue, my heart shattered into pieces and I am feeling weak.

"So, the excuses were lies. So your real reason is that you are having a nice fucking session with her" I said and looked at him angrily, Blaise puts his hand on my shoulders but I shoved it off

"You fucking jerk. We are fucking over" I said, but what breaks my heart the most is that he laughed. He fucking laughed

"Good, cause it's just a bet that Astoria and I made"

"Malfoy?! What the hell mate?!" Blaise said, I could feel my legs getting weaker and weaker. Luckily Blaise lured me out. I could hear him cursing Malfoy, but I am too busy to process everything

"Did you know?" I asked him and he disagreed

"I'm sorry"

"Take me home, brother" I said and he nodded

Flashback ends

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"Okay, so you mean that Professor Slughorn is inviting you and me to his Slug Club?" I asked my best friend slash brother

"Yes, he even said that our parents are members of his club before. Heck he was surprised that we are siblings"

"Correction, step-siblings. But why I am invited too?" I asked him and he shrugged. He glared at me and I looked at him confusingly, I turned around and saw Malfoy. His eyes were red and I think he just finished crying

"Blaise..stop it." I said and he sighed, he looked at me and nodded

"I can't believe, he used you. And now what, he's gonna stare at you like you broke his heart"

"Blaise, just ignore him okay. If not, I would tell Mum what are you up to" I said and winked at him. He chuckles softly and ruffled my hair

"You know, it's a good thing our parents married each other. Your Dad, being a Gryffindor while my Mum is a Slytherin. It's a nice mix too, sometimes" He said, I nodded and went back to my plate until an owl dropped a letter right in front of me

"Wow, a love letter huh?" Blaise teased me and I rolled my eyes.  I opened it and I recognize the penmanship.

I'm sorry. I want you back.
Please give me a chance. I'll make everything right

The pain rushed in back. The memories and the way he said those words. I clenched my fist and ripped the letter. Blaise looked at me confusingly and I walked out of the Great Hall.

I don't care if he hurts me again, what I care is how he fucking broke me right on the spot. And now what? He needed me to fix him again. I'm not stupid to fall for him again. What am I? A toy for him? That's bullshit

I felt my tears stream down so I went to Myrtle's bathroom. I sobbed and opened to sink. I looked myself into the mirror and saw Draco.

"What the hell do you want?" I asked him, angrily and bitterly

"I'm sorry" that's what all he said. I laughed darkly and looked at him

"Sorry? That's it? Just sorry? Do you know how much that hurts when you said you just used me? Do you know how much it fucking hurts when I believed in your lies! Do you know how much it hurts for me to hang on?! Of course you wouldn't! Cause you broke me first!" I screamed and punched his chest. But he just stood still and he's crying

"You..you played my heart and there's no point of fixing what's fragile. And now you wanted me back as if nothing happened. You're a liar and a cheater! I fucking hate you so much! Why!? Why did you do it?! Why?!" I asked him, and continued to sob

"I was..threatened and scared. My father knew about us..Astoria..she..she threatened me"

"Fucking liar" I hissed and slapped him.

"How can I make you believe me?! Huh?! You're not the only one who's been hurt! Y/n!" He yelled at me and I looked at him by surprised

"You're not the only one who's suffering!"