IF I LIVE [ BTS X EXO X GOT 7 X BP X TWICE X SNSD]

9. BLACKPINK

The walk back home wasn't one that I could call pleasing. No, it was entirely opposit of that. I had left the house with a childishly angry and stubborn Sehul, frustrated at the fact that I had turned his hair color from purple to silver. Now I was coming alone, all alone, just my thundering heart and raging mind as my company.

I was pissed at everything around me. Even the terrible dull grey sky that had changed color with the swing of my mood. The grass beneath my feet had turned orange, crisp like crackers.

I was angry as Hell, at myself for being so blinded and angry at Sehul for lying to me and playing with my trust. I was angry at everything I passed, starting with Lucifer the son of a Houndess, if there's even a word like that, to start this whole mess. The only thing that kept me sane from burning into flames was one emotion, and I had no idea why I was feeling it.

I was missing Sehul.

The guy was a real pain in the ass, not a very good person for company. But he had his reasons. I like the foolish girl I was, was longing for that friendship, for feeling that delight of having someone of my own age after so long. I was just missing him so much.

But that didn't mean I wasn't angry. I was a raging fury ready to burst out.

"Jisoo! There you are! Good Lord I have been worried sick- And please shut your cats big hungry mouth! He's been like that ever since I called you!" Jina shrieked as I stepped into the house, turning my attention to Tan who had been roaring and growling this whole time. I had been listening to his roars even before stepping into the thresh hold.

"Sleep." I commanded calmly and in an instant, Tan had lulled back to sleep right on the rug. My mind had gone hazy for a while, stopping the dizziness from lulling me to sleep as well. Our connection could be scary at times.

Once Tan was sound asleep, Jonghyun stepped out of his study, looking at the two of us with an expressionless face. He had never been this void of emotions after I became a part of this whole "family thingy". But now, looking him like that made me realize how much shit I had brought us into. I might as well be branded a traitor or something.

"Jisoo. Jina. In my office. Now." Jina looked at me sympathetically, but followed Jonghyun nonetheless. I masked my emotions with a blank expression, having had learnt that from two of the best people before following Jina.

One, Jonghyun himself.

Two, the only weirdo in BTS to be famous for his blank handsomeness.

Jina and I took our seats in the leather couch opposit each other, while Jonghyun took the centre one, to my right and Jinas left. For a long time, no one spoke, until Jonghyun finally said, "Proceed."

"Sehul...he is not the guardian of Awe7 as he claimed to be. He's the Guardian of BlackPink from YG Entertainment." Jina stated, all the while looking at me as if her words were only meant for me to hear. I didn't look at her though, I kept my face forward, looking what was behind her head, my face still void of emotions. It was Jonghyun who spoke up.