Realizing your sexuality it is a complicated concept especially if you're not like everyone else. Bisexuality is being able to love two, pan sexual is to love them all, straight is to love one. I normally don't love everyone but now I do, to a certain degree I guess. The pain isn't unbearable but it's pretty deafening. I'm scared. You can't see my pain behind my mask though. I've gotten too good, I can hide it all. Don't worry you won't have to know, I won't confide in you. You can't trust anybody, not even yourself. Wherever you step is a trap, a capture due to society. It's not voluntary it's forced. You can't choose to be alone. Or you'll die. But choosing to be with others is the worst, you don't know who's who. What they think of you, what they feel. You love, they like. It never goes to plan eh?
