𝖳𝗈𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖬𝖾 // ᴀ Lᴇɴᴛᴏᴛᴀʟʟʏ Fᴀɴғɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

|Resentment

Sukie

"No!!"

"Ugh! I don't know okay!", I furrowed.

"Listen, he broke your heart right?", she formed a heart with her hands and pulled them apart like it was breaking, "So, you break his!"

I stared at her shocked, she actually looked evil...

"No...", I said, trying to stay composed and calm.

"But Sukie!!", she whined, "You gotta teach that fucker some manners!"

"WHERE DID YOU LEARN THAT WORD FROM?!"

"Uhhhh....", she slowly got up from the bed, "Mom, do you need help!!"

She sprinted out of my giggling.

I chuckled, Nina is crazy, I'm crazy too right? Wait what?!

Damn ! I am going crazy...

This whole situation is driving  me crazy!!

I sighed, I haven't posted any content in days, I just hope the fans don't figure out how slightly me and Len are communicating, in fact our whole trio is pretty distant nowadays, I'm too tired to tell Garby stuff and I guess Len already told him about it...

Break his heart huh...?

"Fuck...", I swore under my breath.

Its been a week since we talked, this seven days no one knows how much I cried, thinking about him. So stupid of me to think he actually liked me...

But, who was at fault?

Was it me?

Was it him?

I don't even know...

I guess I'm just too weak...

"Ugh!!", I mentally screamed, I just wish I could go out somewhere alone and scream my fucking lungs out.

Maybe this was the start of my depression...

Oh fuck no! I'm not being depressed!! NUNCA!!!

  But what else can I do but cry...

The door creaked as Nina entered again...

"Heyaaaaaaaaa!!!", she jumped on my bed.

"So what have you decided?"

"What do you mean?", I asked.

Shw motioned her fingers to a heart and did the same breaking action.

"I said no okay?", I clicked my tongue.

"But Sukie, he hurt you, you just cannot stay silent! It really hurts to see you like this, does that bitch even realise that?", she said.

She had a concerned look on her face and it softened me.

"I-", I stuttered, "I don't know Nina..."

I could feel thr hot burning tears on my cheeks which I hastily wiped but Nina had already noticed.

"Hey, you can cry out to me okay?", she said hugging me, "That's what sisters are for right?"

I nodded giving away to the hug.

"I just don't know N- Nina, I feel so trapped, I don't want to be broken I don't want to see him again, I- I just want to quit...b- but some part of me always diverts back to Len and I just can't..."

I couldn't continue as tears streamed down my eyes. At this point, I was fed up.

"Sukie...", she said stroking my hair, "You are strong, we gonna show him how shit is done yea?"