So I need to confess that I suffer from social paranoia. I feel that I'm the laughing stock of people and that they belittle me behind my back. Whenever I hear people laugh or see them sneer I think they're talking about me, laughing at my imperfections and antics.
It goes as follow:
I walk toward a place filled with people from my school. They turn toward me, their mouths becoming sneers, their eyes devouring me. I sit trying to ignore their stares of hatred but soon I hear laughter around me and I know they're laughing at me. I can feel their hatred and laughter directed at them. I feel sick and just want to hide or die.
^^That was a normal day for me.
That probably never happened, it was probably all in my head. I feel like I'm the attention of people's hatred and ridicule even though they (people) probably don't know who I am and thus can't make fun of me.
Anyway I accept I have a problem and are trying to deal with it. I want to make social circles without being too selg-conscious.
Vote if you know this feeling.
Stay cool
Alipi out
YOU ARE READING
My Life Thoughts of Madness and Well Boredom
HumorSo I see almost every author has one of these "about me" books so I decided why not. Anyway this is a book born out of my dull, uninteresting life so you have been WARNED. This book will contain foul language and thoughts you don't agree on but hey...
