JENLISA - BEFORE STAGE

J - 1

"Jennie, Jennie."

That's Lisa knocking at my door and bugging me again for the nth time. I can't stand her immaturity, she acts like a baby, she talks like a baby and maybe even thinks she's still a baby. I'm trying to get used to her immaturity but there are times when I really couldn't control myself and just throws attitude at her.

"What?"

With a flat toned voice not even bothered to get up and open the door. I'm just lying flat on my bed hoping she'll get the memo that I am not interested in anything she might be telling me.

"May I open the door?"

Unfortunately, she didn't get the memo! I'm rolling my eyeballs and groaning silently while I'm hearing her "baby talk" again.

"No."

Bluntly trying to shove her off. This is the part where I expect Lisa to sing "okay bye" and just instantly leave like how Anna from frozen did when Elsa told her that she doesn't wanna open the door.

"I have something for you."

Lisa's talking in aegyo but definitely not cute for me, okay? I'm trying my very best not be shady by still answering her even though her baby voice annoys the crap out of me.

"I dont want that, Lisa!"

Lisa, Rosé, Jisoo are my bandmates, we just debuted as BLACKPINK and we have been flatmates since we were trainees. And up til this day Lisa's still very determined to befriend me, she's always so playful, cheery and it annoys me every single time.

"But these are jellies for you, Nini."

Oh crap, she got me right there. Yes, she gets into my nerves but she also knows my soft spot — jellies & nini. How can she be that immature but knows how to touch my heart, like real deep shit? What the hell, but she's still not cute for me though, okay? 🙄

"Nini, I'll just leave the jellies outside your room. Please eat it?"

Lisa's now in a low tone, I may not see her face, but I know deep down that I made her feel bad for rejecting the jellies she brought me. Which somehow also made me feel uncomfortable, I groaned quietly and lazily opened the door.

"Thanks."

Her face instantly lightened up like a little kitten that's about to be fed. Oh, Pranpriya. Then she picked up the jellies and hurriedly gave it to me with a wide grin. She's full of glee, I got a feeling she wanted to hug me but wouldn't coz she knows I'm not in the mood.

"Hope you'll feel better."

Her voice is in high pitched but almost cracking, her smile looks a bit awkward and she can't look straight into my eyes, she kept on pursing her lips while fidgeting her hair and her feet are slightly swaying back and forth. With this kind of body language, I can tell she's very nervous.

"Alright, thanks again."

I forced a smile then shut the door. Ever since we became flatmates, I can feel that Lisa's scared of me but she's trying her best to do things that makes me happy. I noticed she bullies Rosé a lot and even Jisoo at times, but she never dares to bully me.

As much as I dislike her immaturity, there's something inside of me that kinda adores her personality. Maybe I'm just jealous?

Yup, cause prolly I can't be bubbly like her?