JENLISA - BEFORE STAGE

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"I'm Jisoo, I'm okay."

I kept on reminding that to myself while eavesdropping on Jennie and Lisa's confrontation at the other room. It's not like I'm doing this on purpose but because they're both literally screaming at the top their of lungs, probably thinking they're the only ones living under this roof?

I never take sides in any arguments or discussions that we're having at home. I usually stay as the middle person, of course, that's my job as their unnie. I'm in charged of taking care of these annoying little dorks.

Here's a little description of each of them, starting off with the least pain in my ass? Which means, we aint starting with anyone — AT ALL. Because god knows they're equally giving me headaches constantly.

So better off start with a different term, probably the youngest? Lalisa, she is the most matured in handling emotional baggages amongst them. Surprised? That's a fact, if I'm being honest. She's also very reliable and protective.

Next is Chaeyoung, she's one of the most selfless person I know. A kind-hearted, sweet and very thoughtful little girl. Though at times she can't control her emotions when things get overwhelming but then cools down easily after realising her actions.

Jennie is my co-uunie but she is the babiest amongst them. She's very intelligent, both street and book smart. She may look tough on the outside but very fragile and sensitive in the inside. She's very caring and compassionate that's why she easily gets hurt.

Fun fact #1: Jennie loves to cook, Lisa likes to taste while Chaeyoung would eat the whole thing. 😉

Fun fact #2: Jennie doesnt have much appetite in almost every kinds of food, Lisa's appetite depends on the food while Chaeyoung eats every food served. 😊

"So now please, get over with the past and start living in the present! Move on!"

I heard a loud door slam after that final ear-splitting speech from Jennie Kim then accompanied by deafening heavy foot stomps of Lalisa Manoban. That's pretty much intense for their first ever huge fight? I often hear or see this kind of scenario from our maknaes but never with a maknae and an unnie.

"I'm Jisoo, I'm okay."

I'm still contemplating as to which member should I talk to first? Probably Jennie, since I heard Lisa leaving the house aggrievedly. I took a deep sigh then head over to Jennie's room.

"Jennie?" I called her after knocking at the door, "may I come in?"

I didn't hear any replies so I safely assumed that her silence was intended to give me the permission to go in.

"Jenjen, are you okay?"

She's sitting at the edge of her bed, her forehead's rested on her knee. I quietly sat beside her keeping tabs on her every gesture. I gently rubbed her back, she lifted her head then faced me. Her eyes were bloodshot and puffy from too much crying.

"Unnie, am I a bad person?" she sniffed.

"Of course not, we all make mistakes Jennie. We're just humans, you know? The important thing is we know how to apologize and own up our mistakes," I embraced her tightly then fixed the strands of hair that's covering her face.

"I've hurt her," tears fell down her face.

"Then apologize," I wiped the tears then pinched her cheeks.

"It's not that simple and I don't think she'll ever forgive me," she sat up straight then massaged her temples while closing her eyes.

"And I don't think that she'll last a day longer without talking to you, Jendeuk. She's your number 1 fan, duh?" I beamed at her.