perfect happiness

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i think
i made it.
i found my place
i found my people
yes i miss you,
and yes i'm still getting used to you not being around anymore
but this is good for me
i'm sorry it hurts you
and i'm sorry you're mad
but happiness is what makes life worth it
and if i didn't think i'd found it i would go back
but i have no doubts anymore
no thoughts of failure
no pre typed texts for help
a "come get me"
or a
"i messed up. this is wrong"
i'm sure
i made the right choice
i've lost so many happy places
because of selfish people
but you were the of first of the places that i've left.
i'm so sorry that my choices don't make you happy
but your happiness is your responsibility
not mine
i want nothing but the best for you in your life and i hope to god you find it.
but you cannot hate me for finding mine.

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