Double update bc why the fuck not.
March 29th, 2014
«Ashton»
"She's in a mental asylum?" I stared at my mom in disbelief.
"I'm sorry baby." she hugged me.
"It isn't your fault. But she was literally my second mom." I said.
"I know sweetie. I have to go to work though. I'll see you later." she kissed my head and walked out.
I called luke. What was he doing without his mom? He isn't 18 yet.
"Hey Ash. I'm sorry but I'm busy right now." He said.
"Oh yeah sorry." I said.
"It's fine ash. I'm moving in with Jack since I'm not 18 and stuff so I'm in the middle of packing the things I need." He said.
"Okay. Bye lukey." I smiled.
"Bye." he hung up and I felt the familiar itch on my wrist.
No. I'm not doing that.
I grabbed a slice of pizza out of the fridge before looking down at myself.
Too fattening.
I sighed, put the pizza in the fridge, and went upstairs and into the bathroom to shower.
Before getting in i looked at myself in the mirror.
I'm fat. I don't have big muscles. My eyes are an ugly shade or greenish brown. I'm overall far from perfect.
I sighed and stepped into the shower.
I took my razor and made 14 cuts down my wrist before turning the shower off and bandaging them. I put on boxers and a tee shirt before I heard a knock on the door.
I groaned before going and opening the door.
"Hi Ashton." Michael said.
"Not in the mood." I said. My voice cracking.
"Nope. I'm here. Calum is watching Kenzie and I'm here to hang out." he smiled.
"Hold on. Let me put pants on." I laughed.
I ran into my room and put on sweatpants before going back out.
"Who's this?" He pointed to the picture of me, harry, lauren, and luke. Well Lily apparently.
"Me, my siblings harry and lauren, and luke before he turned into a guy." I pointed to each of the people.
"Why aren't your siblings here?" He asked.
"When I was 16, we got in a car crash, and the car flipped over a bunch of times and I was in a coma for 2 months which is when Luke switched genders and shit and my siblings died in the crash and my mom was the only one who recovered within a week."
"How did they die and not you?" He asked.
"They said I was supposed to die. But I woke up before they were going to put me down. And Harry, we forgot his car seat in our dad's car and we were in my moms, and so he was too short and the seatbelt choked him and Lauren she hit her head on my seat. My mom had the airbag and I got out of the car but passed out right after." I said.
"Oh shit." michael stared at me.
"Yeah." I looked down.
"Wh are your wrists all bandaged up?"
"I'm sorry." I finally broke down.
"Ash, it's okay. You'll be okay." He pulled me into him.
He held me for a while before I spoke up, "Thank you Mikey." I finally calmed down.
"It's nothing." He said.
"My mom is going to be home soon." I realize I've been ranting about my life.
"I have to get Kenzie from Calum's." he said.
I nodded and we said our goodbyes before he left.
My mom came home 20 minutes later as I was cuddled on the couch with a taco shaped pillow and a blanket.
"The sad part is, this isn't the weirdest thing I've seen." she laughed.
I looked at her confused.
"When you were little, Luke came over and he told you he had a nose itch so you stuck your finger up his nose and tried to itch it. And I walked in on it." she said. It made us both laugh.
"Well he was a girl but I know what you mean." I said.
There was knock on the door and I saw mom open it and michael came back in with Kenzie.
"I forgot my phone." he grabbed it off the table.
"Sorry mrs. irwin." he smiled and walked out.
"Who was that?" Mom asked.
"My friend." I shrugged.
"His name?"
"Michael."
"The little girl?"
"His daughter, Mackenzie." I said.
"Your friend has a child?"
"And Luke used to be a girl. Your point?" I said.
"Ashton." She said.
"Mother." I mocked.
"You're lucky you're my son." she said.
I shrugged and pulled my phone out as I felt my butt vibrate.
Lukey: Babeeeeeeeee
Me: Lukeeeeeeeeee
Lukey: im bored :(
Me: not my problem.
Lukey: dickhead.
"Who ya texting?" Mom sat next to me.
"Luke." I smiled.
"Oh my god you have a crush!" She squealed.
"I thought I told you that." I laughed.
She shrugged.
"Let's talk about the nose itch story again." I laughed.
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