Feelings

8

Right when Sunwoo got up to leave, Chanhee decided that it was getting too late. Mrs. Kim hugged both of the boys and gave them both bags of food before walking them both out.

Right when the door closed though, Chanhee turned right to Sunwoo and hit him on the shoulder with his free hand.

"You haven't even came to see your parents? Aish, Kim Sunwoo, what even happened to you? This is not the person I remember."

"Shut up, Chanhee. There's a lot of things you apparently don't remember. You know, the reason that we haven't talked in four years? The reason I started smoking? Now leave me alone and pretend that this day never happened."

Sunwoo stormed off into the car and slammed the door shut before Chanhee could protest.

Chahee was hanging out with Kevin, Hyunjae, and Juyeon at the bar later that night, but the only thing going through his mind was how much Sunwoo had changed over the course of four years.

But then again, Sunwoo did have a point. Chanhee had no idea what the younger boy was doing in his life for the four years that that they didn't talk. In all honesty, Chanhee deeply regretted not telling Sunwoo he loved him that day.

He was angry and annoyed already, and Sunwoo clinging onto him made him even more annoyed and then he said some stuff that he didn't mean.

He would have apologized, but he had way too much fucking pride. In his mind it didn't matter because Sunwoo adored him and he would just cling onto him later on.

When he saw that Sunwoo was being distant and skipping meals, he just thought it was a phase. He didn't think much of it.

And when it wasn't just a phase, he didn't want to apologize because he thought it was too late.