Always and Forever (Corbyn Besson x reader)

I'm Sorry

Y/n's POV

I stepped into the shower, I need to think about everything that just happened.

I almost said yes to trying things again with Corbyn. He still loves me.. but how? It's been so long. But I get this giddy feeling thinking about him saying he still loves me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't miss him, if I said I didn't still love him. We were so much more than boyfriend and girlfriend, we were best friends too. But Jared, he's my boyfriend, and Christina, she's my friend. Can I really do this? I feel safe where I am right now, with Jared. He makes me feel safe. But maybe safe isn't always good. Maybe I should take the risk. There's just so many things that could go wrong.

I finished my shower, I dried my self off then got dressed. I brushed my hair before grabbing all of my stuff and walking out of the bathroom and to my bedroom. Walking in I noticed that Jared wasn't in bed anymore. He must have gone downstairs. I put all of my stuff away before making my way downstairs.

"Hey," I said walking into the kitchen. I stopped upon noticing that everyone paused their conversation to look at me. "What?" I furrowed my eyebrows looking over at Corbyn. He took a deep breath moving his eyes to Christina and Jared who looked upset and pissed. What happened now jeez?

"So you and Corbyn are getting back together?" Christina asked.

I stood there speechless. How does she even know that? I haven't even said yes yet. I looked over at Corbyn.

"This is news to me. Seems like last night you wanted to fix things y/n. What happened to that?" Jared asked angrily.

"Okay dude, calm down," Corbyn said taking a step towards Jared.

"No, you don't get to call the shots. You want me to fucking calm down?!" Jared stepped up to Corbyn.

"Jared no, stop," I said stepping in between the two of them.

"No this is bullshit. First, you both lie and now you two are getting back together. No warning, no remorse for the fact that there are other people involved in this. What the fuck?" Jared said.

"Jared, it's not like that," I said.

"Then what is it like? Because it seems to me that you're only worried about yourself," Jared spat.

My eyes widened, "no," I whispered.

Jared shook his head and scoffed, "you know what be together, I don't even care anymore. You showed me who you really are. C'mon Christina lets go." Jared started to walk away, nodding at Christina to follow.

Christina looked between Jared and Corbyn and I.

"Christina wait," I walked towards her.

She sighed looking at me with tears in her eyes.

"You're my friend and I've been pretty crappy one lately so I'm gonna say this. I'm not gonna go through with this," I turned around to face Corbyn. "I'm sorry Corbyn but we can't. I love you but we're hurting the people around us."

Corbyn grabbed my hand, tears forming in his eyes. "I love you too," he whispered to me.

"I'm sorry," I whispered back.

"Me too," He whispered letting go of my hand.