Dear December [Sajun Fanfic] COMPLETED

CHAPTER 4

Ishi's POV
In the middle of the night, hindi pa rin ako makakatulog dahil lang siguro sa overthink? Ewan ko ba bat di ako makatulog ngayon.

Sheena's word still bothering why do I have to be careful when I came back to Korea? Dahil lang ba sa mga kaibigan ko? Or dahil lang kay Tanner.

I stood up from my bed and head outside to my room, quickly went to the kitchen just to drink some water after kong uminom ng tubig ay agad pumunta ako sa balcony area.

I looked around in a city full of lights, some of them we're off it's just that I've been stressed a lot just to overthinking someone and so many what ifs in my mind that I can't take it off.

Napapaisip ako bigla na "What if di ko na lang sinabi to, mababalik pa rin ba kami?" Or "what if may iba na siyang mahal after kong iniwan" gosh so many thoughts that can't take it off pero bat meron na siyang iba kung sinabi sa akin ni Myrtelle na bitter na siya when it comes to relationship.

So many theories in my head like anong reaction nila pag nakita nila ako, magagalit ba kaya sila? Or should they be happy? So many fake scenarios in my mind what's their reaction at all.

If only I didn't lie to them they would understand that why I left there and continue to study here at all.

FLASHBACK

"Ishi!" I turned around and smiled as I saw who's running towards to me, "Tanner" he stopped when he came to me and hugged.

"So tara na?" He asked and I nodded, he kissed my forehead and held my hand started to walked away to my classroom and start having a conversation with him.

Yes we had the same year but different section, we were heading towards to the cafeteria where would the others meet there and eat lunch.

"Tanner, Ishi!" Narinig namin ang aming pangalan at nakita ko sila'y naka upo sa pinaka huli na lamesa and I supposed that's our table.

We went to them and smiled, "Wow alam na alam ano talaga mga paborito naming pagkain" Sinabi ni Tanner at lahat ng kaibigan ay tumawa na lang.

Tanner was very gentleman, a joker, and many more that's why my friends are still protecting him like a baby, he's so precious.

"Kain na guys kayo na lang hinihintay namin dito Tanner at Ishi" Sambit ni Alisa at nagsimula kaming kumain.

Mga iba naman they still mind their own business while eating of course same as me and Tanner as a couple.

"Sana ganito tayo hanggang sa pagtanda natin" sambit ni Tanner sa akin which made me smile the most, "One day magiging asawa na kita at mag alaga tayo ng bata" he added.

"I know Tanner I know, we'll just wait more years until were finished studying" Sinabi ko sa kanya, we laughed and started to eat.

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I sighed as I remember that day saying, when were middle school and now were now a college student who almost need to be graduate 5 more years to do.

But my mom decided to move back there and just to continue to study there instead of here.

Pero december pa lang ngayon, but my mom insist to go back and study there instead finishing my study here for one last time.

I sighed and went back to my room, so many things that happened earlier, I got received so many gifts as an early christmas and birthday gift, the professor where I studied understood why I will drop out in there.

Mga requirements ko na kailangan kompleto na pero feeling ko kinakabahan ako dahil una, kay Tanner , pangalawa sa tropa niya, at higit sa lahat sina Alisa at mga iba kong kaibigan.
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Dear December,
Friday na pala ambilis ng panahon, 3 days na lang at kompleto na mga requirements ko pero malulungkot din ako dahil aalis ako dito and iiwanan ko yung magulang ko.

Sana na lang sumama sila sa akin for the sake of me pero I understand naman sila.

I would probably tell Myrtell that she will pick me up in the airport and have some time to walk around the city, rinig ko may maraming nag bago doon and I want to go there as soon as I want to.

In this day everything went fine at all, we're just hanging out with my friends and my family, our having a bonding moments with Sheena and many more.

Oh and after I leave here I would give some chocolates to my friends mostly Myrtelle hehe since she loves chocolate so much so why not.

Can't wait na lang na makikita ko ulit sila, pero mga iba hindi which made me sad about it.

Sige this is the end of the day sana na lang they'll be fine to me.

Sincerely,
Luna Ishi Minatozaki
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Okay nakaka LSS yung Cry for me 😭😭 yun lang HAHAHAHAHAHAHA