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ch.18

Your pov:

When jimin oppa was eating i observed him. He has dirk Circle and its seems that he lost a few kgs. He was like life is sucked out of him. He looked dull and very weak not his usual bubbly cutie self and i hate that somewhat i was the reason of that. He just scarfed all the food down amd looked towards me like i was a toffee shop owner holding his favourite candy. He looked like he was saying are you ready to hear me i have eaten.

"Tell me oppa what you want to tell." I signed. " I don't know from where to start but one thing for sure that what jungkook said was just what he was thinking that time out of frustration. He never meant it like that, nobody does. We all love spending time with you. We find ourselves comfortable with you like we can be us with you the real us. You somewhat give us all energy to keep going. If we are low we think that if y/n can do this after all we can do this too. We never think you were a pain."

He just talked and you listened to him. Him telling you how much they need you hiw you support them without even knowing. How your smile gives them energy. How you being sad makes them mad and sad. How they find themselves helpless when you shut them out. How much they appreciate the decision of you joining their group was great and the most important how much you mean to every single of them.

Jin pov:

Y/n came home. Finally she did come so namjoon actually pursued her to come home. God bless him. But then she just stride straight towards jimin's room while saying she only came to see him. He hurts deep down that those words that left jungkook's mouths, we are paying for it all without knowing and us not reacting to that at the time was resulting in us all being punished by her not talking to us. It feels like something is empty something void.

Lets just see what they are doing is something wrong is she hurt. These things constantly coming to my mind. I just sneaked a peak and saw jimin telling her that we all don't think like that about her and she something special to us. I don't know when but she certainly did became special for us specially to me. Even if she is younger she certainly acts like my mother. Keeps in cheak ABOUT everyone. Silently taking care for us. And most importantly when i need someone she listens and don't judge me for what i do or say she just gives me advice or tell me my mistake if any.

KNOCK KNOCK

"Sorry to disturb, but please can i come in" i asked hoping she says yes. Just few seconds later a weak come in comes out and i signed with relief. "Y/n can i tell you the truth." I looked at her. " Yeah oppa thats what i came here for although you just hurted me the equal as everyone else but i won't let the childish behaviour of mine let you explainations go to drains so explain."

Thank god she is ready to even hear me. I will punish that punk after this surely." Y/n when jungkook said that we were actually talking about the attacks that happened to you. Like there were only two we know but then Sejin hyung also told us about the times when saesangs attacked on you when we were not around you. Jungook  never ment it like you heard it. He just want to say that why every problem comes to you like a magnet. He doesn't want to see you in pain y/n. And that is why any of us said anything cause you being in hospital was our carelessness. If we had not been drunk so we might have saved you."

After i told her everything i got surprised, by her hugging me and sobbing hard. At this rate everyone was outside the room seeing her with shock and then glaring and throwing daggers at me like I've done something very wrong." Oppa... I thought you all hate me.... I never want to leave you all after my parents left me i never was loved and but then when i was with you all i felt alive and loved in many ways..... I never want to be seperated with you all." She just cried like a baby while hugging me. Part of me was happy that she is depending at me more and the other part of me was sad that she was in pain.

"Y/n what happened that night." Yoongi was now practically hugging her from back asked." Umm that day after i asked you i was just doing my business when two girls start to bitch about me and saying that i am with you guys for money and fame. That i am a bitch who loves to be all over you all." She said while taking deep breaths. I can see others blood boil while i was fuming. How can they say that who the hell do they think they are talking about.

" They said that i am being a whore to dance with hobi oppa and being all over jungkook oppa but the line was crossed when they said that my parents abandoned me on road and i was an unwanted child. No i was not my parents died in a car accident. They didn't leave me on their own god just snatched them from me. They wanted me but never left me. When i confronted them they just outnumbered me and hit me and the last thing i remember is the clothes tearing and photo clicking. I felt soo miserable so helpless and lifeless and humiliated that i haven't felt in my whole life." She said and just cried more and more in my chest.

Everything becoming clear and i got more angry then before if that can happen. I looked around and there were 2 missing I don't know where but i surely won't let those girls live in peace.

SO HELLO. STILL I HAVE NOTHING TO TALK. BUT I AM HAPPY THAT STORY TOOK THIS TURN. JUST WAIT AND SEE THE FUTURE IMPROVEMENTS.