Hey, guys. So, it's been a while.
I know I left you guys on a big cliff hanger the last time I updated and I'm sorry. I never meant for this story to end up on a hiatus. It was like one day I was super excited about writing it and couldn't get enough of it and then the next thing I know, it's been two years since the last time I updated. I kind of just lost inspiration and it's hard for me to write when I don't want to, you know? I'd rather give you guys something that I'm proud of and had fun writing as opposed to something I had to force myself to get done. That's no fun for me and I doubt you guys would enjoy that kind of writing.
SO with all of this being said, I've been thinking about this story a lot and I have a few ideas.
I could just bite the bullet and finish it up, though if I'm being honest, I don't really know how. I don't really know where I was going with this plot when I was writing it and now that it's all down on paper, I'm starting to realize how much I dislike it. I started it close to four years ago and my writing has changed a lot since then so the thought of finishing it with a completely different style than I started it with isn't really appealing to me.
Not only that, but I've gotten really attached to this story and Natalie and I wouldn't feel right about just being like "Okay, I'm finally done, bye!" Obviously Natalie isn't a canon character but she means so much to me and I don't wanna do her dirty like that, nor do I wanna do Sam and Dean like that. I'm not Andrew D*bb, I would never do that.
One thing I've been thinking about a lot is discontinuing this version of the story and just rewriting it completely. Natalie would stay the same of course, but the timeline and format of it all would be a little different. Though, personally, I think that would be for the better. (My math for the timeline in this story is RIDICULOUS.)
Anway, I'm sorry, I know this is long and tedious and I'll be shocked if you guys actually bothered to read all of this but I could really use some feedback.
What do you guys think about the rewrite? I'd feel better doing it if I knew you guys were on board with it. Please let me know!
If you're still hanging around after all this time, you're my hero. Thank you. I love you. If you guys ever need anything, my inbox is always open! Come talk to me! I'll talk to you guys soon.
Much love,
Hayden ☕️
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Hayran Kurgu❝ You think you're tough, don't you? ❞ ❝ I think I'm a badass. ❞ _ in which Dean Winchester is the father of a female version of his teenage self [ STORY DISCONTINUED; REWRITTEN VERSION COMING SOON ]
