He's mine. Only mine. And anyone who gets in my way deserves to be... Removed.
Hinata was extremely in love with Kageyama, but he didn't know how to tell him. One day as he came out of the gym and saw Kageyama with a girl, something inside of him da...
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I had looked basically everywhere for him. In the school, behind the school, outside the school, and I had come up blank.
I turned in a circle feeling my desperation rising I crouched down and hit my head.
*Think goddamnit! Think think think think- Wait.*
Basically. I had looked for him BASICALLY everywhere... Fuck.
I got up and ran. I ran like I was running out of time and maybe I was,
Please don't be. Please please pleasepleasepleaseplease- I slammed open the doors and burst out onto the school rooftop.
I felt frozen as I saw Kageyama balanced on the ledge. "No.."
His eyes closed.
"Stop..."
He spread his arms.
"Kageyama..!"
His foot stepped out and I screamed.
"TOBIO!"
I don't know how I got there that quickly but suddenly I was near him and grabbing his shirt.
His head whipped around as he teetered for a second before I yanked him back and we both fell to the ground.
"YOU IDIOT! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!?!" I grabbed his shirt collar and yanked him, his expression was a picture of shock as I screamed in his face.
"SAY SOMETHING!" I shook him roughly and he seemed to realise what I had said.
"I... I can't live without him." It was barely a whisper but it made me even more mad.
"So what?! You where going to jump!? Just because Wrens dead?!-"
"Just because!? HE WAS MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND YOU IDIOT!" He shouted straight In my face, his eyes wild as tears streamed down from them.
I slowly unclenched my teeth as the emotions overflowed.
"YOU THINK I DIDNT FUCKING KNOW THAT?! YOU THINK I WASNT CONSTANTLY FUCKING REMINDED THAT I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU WHEN YOU CHOSE HIM!? OF COURSE I KNOW THAT!! I KNOW IM JUST A WORTHLESS FUCKING IDIOT WHO CANT DO ANYTHING BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!"
It was silent apart from my heaving breaths, I let go of his shirt and collapsed backwards, feeling the tears well up.
"You... You love me?" The words where like a knife slicing through the silence, I shuddered and looked at the ground.
"Of course I fucking loved you...! I've loved you ever since I met you..!" My words shook as tears splashed to the ground,
"I loved you and that's why I..." I trailed off as a sob forced itself out.
"It's you, Isn't it?"
I slowly raised my head to meet his gaze. Knowing what his next words where going to be but praying they wouldn't be.
"You're Psycho."
I let my eyes close and my head fall.
"Answer me."
I shuddered and nodded, I felt him flinch away from me.
"You killed all those people.. you killed Wren..?! Why would you-"
"Because I knew you would never pick me okay?! And every time I saw you with those girls I lost control! You should be with me! Only me! I did it because I wanted you to love me! Because your mine-" I clapped my hands over my mouth wishing I could pull the words back in.
"You're insane." When I looked at him I felt the last remnants of the old Hinata finally rip and disappear.
There was no sympathy, no understanding, recognition or kindness in his eyes. Only horror, disgust, and hate.
So much hate.
"You're a fucking psychopath! I called you my friend! How could I have ever hugged you?! How could I ever have had feelings for you!?-"
"You felt something for me..?" I barely whispered but it was enough to cut him off.
"I thought I did. I thought I knew you, But I was clearly wrong, your nothing but a disgusting human being who I thought I could actually trust." With every word that left his mouth I felt my expression change until it was completely empty.
I stood up before stepping up to the ledge and turning to face Kageyama.
"What are you doing-" I cut him off.
"I'm disgusting right? I'm a idiot right? Well your right, I don't deserve to be alive. I don't deserve to be near you. Don't deserve to be happy.. I can hear them you know? The souls of the people I killed, they haunt me everyday. They never shut up, They tell me I deserve to die and their right."
Kageyama slowly stood up, his face unreadable.
"This is all my fault you know? Because I had to fall for you..! Because I had to have feelings... I should have ended it that day. But I didn't, because you saved me. And you wanna know the truth?"
I pulled my shirt up and I saw him stiffen.
"I hate myself, and I know everyone else does as well. They all think I'm annoying and shouldn't be on the team..!"
My entire chest and stomach was covered with scars. Some healed some not. But the scars all spelled out words. They said, "I hate me." "I should die." "I'm worthless." "Idiot." "Gross." "Nobody loves you." "Ugly." "Take a swan dive off the roof loser."
"You did those..?" I ignored Kageyama's shocked whisper as I let my shirt fall.
"I've tried to kill myself you know? I've tried so many times. But I was always to scared to do it. But guess what? I'm not scared anymore."
I felt a tear streak down my face but didn't bother wiping it away.
"Just promise me one thing, Forget me okay? And know this.."
Realisation and horror dawned on Kageyama's face as he realised what was happening.
"I'm sorry, Tobio."
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"Hinata wait!-" He stepped forwards to grab me but I was already gone.
I slowly closed my eyes as the wind whipped through my hair and whisked the tears away.
And finally.. Finally the screaming, crying and whispers that had filled my head constantly where silent,
