The 'Almighty' King

A Captain/Setter Return

Kageyama's POV
Damn not Suga.... I groaned internally, seeing the two enter the chat. 

Sugawara: "Well that didn't last long. Ennoshita I though you could handle them."
Daichi: "I was just thinking that. What's going on?"
Tanaka: "Imma just go-" 
Ennoshita: "OH NO! You're staying here buddy." 
Tanaka: "Damn... dating a captain is scary how the hell did you do it Suga?" 
Sugawara: "Not important. So what happened?" 
Kageyama: "Way too much...." 
Daichi: "?" 
Sugawara: "?" 
Ennoshita: "Wanna explain Kags or should I?" 
Tsukkishima: "The king has zero brain cells like he could explain everything that's happened in the last four months." 
Kageyama: "SHUT YOUR MOUTH FOUR-EYES!" 
Ennoshita: "Kageyama just explain-" 
Sugawara: "Yes please explain before I slit someone's throat-" 
Hikari: "Yikes.... Scary-" 
Nishinoya: "Meet mom." 
Hikari: "I see-" 
Kageyama: "To put a long story short... things happened between Hinata and I and we ended up breaking up and we were apart for about three months. We never performed our quick attack until yesterday during the game against Oghi Minami. After that Tanaka gave Hinata vodka and convinced him to drink it all in one gulp. One thing led to another and now Hinata is passed out in my bed with a hangover-" 
Daichi: ".... Well that was not what I was expecting to hear today-" 
Sugawara: "RYUUNOSAKE TANAKA!!" 
Tanaka: "Well shit..." 
Ennoshita: "I warned you-" 
Sugawara: "I am coming to your house be prepared to be butchered." 
Daichi: "SUGA CHILL! That's a little extreme don't you think?" 
Sugawara: "Of course it isn't. He spiked my baby." 
Kageyama: "Damn I can't even say anything back to that..." 
Sugawara: "Wait you still haven't resolved things?..." 
Kageyama: "No... I don't even know what we are now. What if he thinks tomorrow that it was all just a mistake and we'll go back to hurtful side glances at each other?..." 
Sugawara: "Oh Kags.... Meet me at the park this evening. Bring Hinata if you can. You and I will have a private talk." 
Daichi: "Does this mean I'm distracting the bouncy crazy crow?" 
Sugawara: "Exactly." 
Daichi: "Just like old times." 
Kageyama: "Guess I'll see you later then?" 
Sugawara: "Eeyup. And don't think you're off the hook Tanaka." 
Tanaka: "Damn." 
*Kageyama went offline* 

There was no point me staying in the group chat now. I'd said what I needed to say. But I'd have to say more.. Suga had to know. He had to know about all of it. About the games. The images. The problems. The incident. The cutting. Absolutely all of it..... I'll admit I'm terrified. It's not that I don't trust mom - I- I mean... Sugawara I just... I find it hard reliving the events alone. Having to explain them to another might kill me... I'm already shaking where I sat. I put my phone down before I threw it out of fear as it kept buzzing in my hand from the other messages in the group chat. Shinryaku had clearly seen my panicked state and was now practically lying in my lap and licking my chin. I don't why she did that. She started doing it whenever I used to wake up from nightmares during the last three months. But it helped. Having her as a distraction to play with or talk to or just to cuddle when I got scared was what got me through these last three months. Of course it didn't stop my self inflicted pain but what else would?... Hinata? No I was doing it whilst I was still with him. A restart button? Possibly..... 

I used to listen to Hinata and Kenma talk a lot. Kenma used to always talk about how he wished he could restart life or even the day like he could in his games. If he ever messed up a set or upset Kuroo he would just press it and start the day over again and change what he decided. If I had a restart button the day Hinata and I had that fight I'd have used it then no hesitation. I'd have pushed those twins away from me. Punched them or even locked them in a store room. I'd have returned to Hinata and let him explain what had happened between him and Yachi. I knew deep down it was an accident and yet I vanished without giving the situation a second damned glance. Man I'm such a fool. Why do I always mess up?.... I don't understand.... As a child I felt like I grew up too fast because non of my parents really cared for me.... By the time I was 8 I was already taking care of myself during the day whilst my mother went to her office. By the time I got Shinryaku she was gone for nearly 3 days at a time. My sister, Miwa was off at college by that point and I rarely saw her after that. Currently she's working away in America and refuses to return home now she lives with her boyfriend. In middle school I was so cold I was given the title 'King of the Court'. And even know... I have a criminal record of murder! I can't even keep a relationship simple... I understand they're never easy but this is so confusing... And it's scary... For once all I ask is to have a simple life. A caring family. Someone who actually understands me as I am... Is that so much to ask for?.. Really? 

The feeling of a wet tongue on my jawline made me flinch. I looked down and saw Shinryaku licking me again, a sad look in her eyes. I could feel my head hurting and my cheeks felt damp. Lifting a hand, I took note of the tears that had fallen from my eyes. And to make it worse I heard a tired groan from behind me meaning Hinata was starting to wake up. I didn't want him to see me in this state. Not now. But my body refused to stand. And it moved on instinct at the sound of my name. "Tobio?...." 

My first name... Coming from his mouth.... From his conscious mind... My Shouyo Hinata.