The mischievous one...(Loki and Fem!Reader)

Part 25 - Shocking news

Heimdall sent them both back at the roof of Avengers Tower. He stormed inside and Ash followed Thor. Soon Thor and Ash were in the living room and saw Loki and Clint.

"Brother ! I have important informations !", Thor said.

Loki turned around and then stood up, staring at Thor.

"What is Ash doing here ? I told you to not tell him about Destiny and Daniela's condition !", Loki hissed at Thor angered.

"Ash was playing hard to get, I had no choice. He wants to help us safe his sisters.", Thor replied.

Loki glared at Ash and stalked closer to him. Ash looked down in respect.

"Look a me. I am not royalty anymore.", Loki growled out.

Ash looked up and into Loki's eyes. Ash was close on crying. Loki glared at him with disgust and just one question...'How could you let this happen to them ?'.

"I never knew. Time flies by in Asgard and I never got any negative informations about my sisters to worry about them. Father always said that they were alright and fine."

"And that is why you never cared to see them at least once a week ?! How pathetic ! Give me a better excuse to let you help us !", Loki snarled.

"Why didn't you ask Heimdall ? He would have told you the truth.", Thor said.

"Father never left me out of his sight...I have no excuses to say. I know I messed up and betrayed my siblings, but I want to help and safe them, to fix at least some damage."

Ash fell to his knees and looked at Loki.

"Please, let me try and help you. I still love them. Without Dest's help I wouldn't be here anymore. I want to change that now."

Loki's glare fell and he looked at Ash in confusion.

"Without her help, you wouldn't be here anymore ? What is that supposed to mean ?", Loki asked.

"My sister searched for a solution for the problem I once used to have. She saved my life and used her powers to keep me alive for so long."

"JARVIS, contact every Avenger and send them the informations Ash and Thor will tell us. They have to hear everything.", Loki said.

"Already on it Loki, Sir."

"What is wrong Loki ?", Nat asked.

"We still search.", Steve said.

"Everyone, take a break. Sit down and listen. We have informations for Destiny's behaviour. Her Brother, Ash Aki Dust, is here."

A few seconds went by and then everyone said one sentence.

"We are listening."

"Thor firstly. What did you find out ?", Loki asked Thor.

"The 4th form is Fire Demon. Aki Vow is part Asir and part Fire Demon. I also found out that Ash got born differently than Destiny and Daniela. Ash come to the world without a soul. Without a vessel. Destiny and Daniela did with one tho. As much as Ash told me, he knows nothing of a possibility that her soul can be taken, doesn't mean that it is impossible though. She reacts very aggressive, we saw it today and Ash says that something with her soul is then definitely out of order. The next weird thing is also that the voices of the 4 forms can not be the ones that hurt her badly. There must be something else too.", Thor told them.

"What is possessing her then ?", Loki asked Ash.

"My conclusion ? No one is possessing her. As I told Prince Thor already I have the same, minus Mother's forms. The creatures are all one personality. Means that she has 4 souls within her to turn to, if she is beyond broken herself and needs time to heal. They always talk to you and give you advices. So do mine. They aren't supposed to hurt you, but they help you. You should know that too, Prince Loki. You are one personality and your Frost Giant personality is hiding away from you, because you don't want to accept him. If you would, you had him to turn to, if you need time to heal. Before you knew about your true heritage, you also accepted him, now you don't."

"I never accepted that thing !"

"Before you knew about him fully ? You did. Thanks to him you always read their filthy lies and hid your emotions very easily. Now you do not a very great job in that. You mostly show anger, but also vulnerability. The other side of you, is hiding from you in sadness and pain."

"How do you know that ?"

"I see through you and feel the other one of you. You should see him. It is like he locked himself away in utter shame. He planned to show himself to you soon, but you found out and said so many hurtful words, that he hid away from you."

Loki's eyes widened in shock.

"The other personality is like a person in a way, not just a soul that got created to help and fix you up. You hurt that other person and they hide until they know that you never meant it. And right now...he is damn sure that you hate him like your worst enemy."

Loki looked down and then looked again at Ash.

"What do you know about Destiny's condition ?"

"I know that she is much unstable if she easily gets aggressive. It is most likely showing that something is wrong with her soul. It can be because of traumatic causes, abuse mental as also physical, bad memories, torture or betrayal."

"How do we fix that ?"

"You can't. Destiny needs to fix herself. Another personality will need to cover her, until she healed."

"Destiny acts out of character. What about that ?"

"What do you mean with that ?", Ash asked Loki confused.

"At first she acts cold, then in the next second she is in a panic - attack and is in another world and not with us anymore. Then she acts angered and cold and in the next moment she is cheerie again, like nothing happened."

Ash stared at Loki in utter horror. Loki looked at Ash in worry and Thor too. Ash knew something.

"Her soul is having either a malfunction...or she has a huge trauma that affected her soul and the others badly. This is more serious than I thought...", Ash mumbled in a panic.

"She always tried to fit in and changed herself more than one time. Anything with that ?", Thor asked worried.

Ash stared at Thor.

"How many times did she change herself ?", he asked heated.

"We are not sure.", Thor said.

"She said that the voices tell her to finally give up and become the Monster everyone wants her to be. Undead and not to kill. She...said they want her to erase herself, that it hurts. All these voices in her head, yelling at her, the volume, it all hurts. She also said that she doesn't want to change again. That it hurts.  It splits you open and makes you feel empty with every single more try. It rips you apart. That it hurts so much.", Loki told Ash.

Ash was hyperventilating in total horror, panic and fear.

"My Fire Demon told me that he knows what is happening. I don't want to believe him, but Conecle was always right.", Ash panted out in panic.

"What is wrong ? What does he say ?", Thor and Loki asked.

Ash looked at them in utter fear.

"Her soul got tormented so bad, that it is beyond fixable. Which means..."

Ash started to sob.

"Which means ?", Loki pressed.

"Her soul is falling apart until there is nothing left of her...", Ash sobbed out.

Everyone gasped in utter shock and Loki took 5 steps back from Ash. Destiny...is...fading away.