Hold Onto Me (A Draco Malfoy story)

Chapter Twenty-Eight: Blood and Wiskey

~Draco~

I sat in the common room, sipping on the drink Blaise gave me. He said he snuck it in, that in the muggle world this shit is magic to them. I normally wouldn't touch something that came from a muggle, but I was desperate. Our shitty Hogesmade whiskey wasn't doing anything.
I think part of the reason I was sitting here was that I hoped to see her. I overheard two professors talking and apparently she was missing. Despite my hatred towards her and that fucking Weasley... I was worried. No one had heard from her in hours. I couldn't go and look for her, and I was far too drunk to now, because I didn't have to anymore. I couldn't care about her. Her new boyfriend could take care of that.
I hated the Weasleys so much. They had something I could never have. Something money could never buy me, and oh I have tried. Love.
They all loved each other so much. Molly was a great mother and Arthur was a caring father. They had lots of people to grow up with and make happy memories. I didn't. I had a loving, but scared, mother, and a terrible father. So I bullied them. Then it turned to me just being mean to everyone.
And now they have taken the one person I could have loved, if only I had gotten more time.
And that's why, looking back at it, I might have overreacted. But to me, Fred Weasley stealing my only happiness, he deserved to die.

"Ok, by Hermione!" A voice giggled. A voice that sent a shooting pain through my chest. Her voice was like honey and I was a bee. And it stung.
Lillian gave the mudblood a long hug before shutting the door and turning around. For a split second I saw her face, she was smiling, happy, but then it was gone as we made eye contact.
"Why are you so happy?" I scoffed. The alcohol was blurring my thoughts and I didn't have any control on what things I thought came out of my mouth. 
"Nothing." She mumbled and took a step away from me.
"Fred saved the day I suppose? Found you all distressed and took you right back to his dorm. I bet he didn't even wait. Fucked you right in the common room." I slurred and her eyes went wide.
"What are you talking about Malfoy? Fred didn't even find me." She said. I wasn't making any sense. I was jumping to conclusions. I knew that. But I was too angry and too drunk to care.
"Bullshit." I sneered and stood up. "Bull fucking shit."
As I walked towards her I saw her get visibly scared, and she backed up until she was against the door.
"P-please stay away from me Draco." She whispered. 
"I understand why you chose him. He's a Weasley. Everyone loves them. But I could've done so much better." I slurred and stood only inches away from her. She tried to make as much room between us as possible.
"Please leave me alone." She said, trying to be firm but failing. "You're drunk."
I laughed.
"And you're a fucking whore."
I felt myself being pushed back a little, but that made me snap.
"I'm tired of you saying that! I don't have to explain myself to you Draco, but for your information, NOTHING HAPPENED! I dont know why you want me to say I had sex with Fred so badly!" She yelled but I wasn't listening. I was mad. 
"We fell asleep together Draco! And you're so fucking jealous that you had to turn it into this big thing! It was the common room, everyone was sleeping!" She yelled and I took a step towards her, seeing red. "And because you can't think straight you lost whatever the hell we had."
She started to walk away but I pulled her back roughly by her arm and glared at her.
"You touched me? You tried to push ME?" I slurred and grabbed her face roughly. "Big mistake slut."
Her eyes watered as she tried to wiggle out of my grip.
"Stop!" She cried but no one else was here. "Stop Draco! You're scaring me." the last part only came out in a whisper.
But I couldn't think straight. And if I could go back to that day I would've kicked myself for not snapping out of it and letting go of her. Not apologizing and telling her how stupid I was. But I didn't.
Instead I said. "Good."
Her tears spilled over and she yelled for help. My hand stung and I realised that I had just slapped her. I slapped Lilly. I hit her.
There were three cuts on her cheek overlapping her scar from my rings. And the next events happened in slow motion.
A drop of blood fell from her cheek.
Fred stood by the open window with anger painted across his face.
Then it went black.

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It's been a hot minute. I know this chapter is kinda short but we finally see dracos POV

I will be updating more frequently sorry bout that

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