THAMUZ SERIES 1: He's back |COMPLETED|

chapter 3

Terizla's POV

Kakatapos lang ng taping ko ngayon. I'm so fvcking tired but I didn't show it to them. I look at the director's face and he look at me too. I mouthed "can I go now?" To him and he just nodded. Fvck! I really wanna quit showbiz. But my dad doesn't want to. And he's my director now in my new upcoming movie.

Nang makalabas sa studio ay dumiretso ako sa parking lot at sumakay. Pinaandar ko Ang sasakyan at nagtungo na sa penthouse ko dito sa antipolo. I just drove and drove until I reach my destination. Bumaba ako agad at pumasok sa building. Tinungo ko Ang elevator at pinindot Kung saang floor ako. When I entered my penthouse agad akong napasalampak sa couch ko at inihilig Ang ulo ko sa couch. Pinikit ko saglit Ang mga Mata ko at sa Hindi inaasahan ay pumasok nanaman sa isipan ko ang mag-ina ko.

Kamusta na Kaya sila? Pfft, if I didn't declined the baby maybe me and my Aida is still together with our child. Hindi ko Alam Kung anong pumasok sa kokote ko at pinagtabuyan ko Ang Bata at binalak na ipa abort Ang sarili Kong dugo at laman. Maybe I was just thinking about my career and my dad. I'm such a coward. Dahil sa takot na baka itakwil ako ni daddy ay sinabi ko sakaniya na ipaabort nalang Ang Bata.

The memories is still fresh in my mind and it keeps hurting me whenever I think about Aida and my child. I miss her. It's been 4 years since she left me. The day she said that she's breaking up with me para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig. It's my fault kung bakit siya nakipaghiwalay. I do fvcking love her so much yet I hurt her. Ngayon, nagsisisi ako sa nagawa ko sakaniya. Nagsisisi ako sa lahat ng mga nasabi ko. But maybe it's too late now. Nasaan na Kaya siya ngayon? Huling balita ko sakaniya nangibang bansa siya but I don't know where.

Tumayo ako at dumiretso ng kusina para kumuha ng beer at agad din bumalik sa Sala. I look at the pictures frame beside me. It's me and my mommy Jasmine. I was 17 when she died because of cancer. That time, I was so depressed. Dad became strict to me. Nagbago si dad simula NG mawala si mommy. And then I met her. I met Aida.

Flashback

I was in the gymnasium of the school. Nakaupo Lang ako at walang balak pumasok sa mga subject ko. Gusto Kong umiyak dahil namimiss ko si mommy. Habang patagal ng patagal sa pagkakaupo at bumuhos Ang mga luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan. I really miss my mom. God knows how hurt I am when she left me and Dad. Agad akong natigilan ng may naramdaman akong kamay sa balikat ko. I turn my head to see who it is.

Then I saw a girl smiling at me while handing me her handkerchief.

"Take it." Her voice is sweet as a honey. She smile again and rubbed my back. "Don't cry. You'll be alright." She added na para bang Alam niya Ang problema ko.

And then our story started. We became friends and early in the morning, I woke up having a crush on her. Maybe nagustuhan ko siya Kasi Hindi siya mahirap mahalin. I courted her and I may say I'm the luckiest man ever exist when she accepted my love for her.

End of flashback

"Fvck, I really miss you, honey." I whispered then drink the bottle of beer.

"Drinking is not good for the body. But I think you miss her gain that's why you drink." A smile form on my lips.

"What are you doing here, Hanzo?" I asked. Hanzo became my friend 4 years ago. Nagkakilala kami dahil sa mga father namin. Only my friends know about Aida and our child.

Hindi ko sinabi Kay daddy na may nabuo sa pagmamahalan namin Ni aida. For 4 years I had nothing. Even though I have my career, wealth and people's choice. I still had nothing because the woman I loved is gone.